I wanted to share a very intense revelation I had my last trip. I was on 4 gel tabs and was sitting by the fire in my back yard. I was doing a manifestation ritual for me and my family. Were in a tran... View MoreI wanted to share a very intense revelation I had my last trip. I was on 4 gel tabs and was sitting by the fire in my back yard. I was doing a manifestation ritual for me and my family. Were in a transition rn. I just switched companies and we just sold our house and are trying to get a place we all really want. I use psychadelics in my manifestation prayers/rituals. I feel it opens us up. Anyway, I had my eyes closed and all of a sudden, poof, I was somewhere else. It felt like nowhere and everywhere all at once, it was so dark but the tiny spec of light way out in front of me was so intense! Then I realized that light out there was me and the Neverending darkness was eternity and then I heard it " you are eternal, you will ALWAYS be here" and it almost made me cry it was so intense. Idk why this happened because I've always felt like we are eternal energy that never truly dies. It was intense. BTW the manifestation was worth while, we got the place, I also was able to get over a couple other hurdles in the process as well. Much love to all of u. I hope u enjoyed my story.
Well the new job is going well so far. I'm paying the rest of the fines and reinstatement fees today to get my license back too. Things are moving along. A few bumps in the road but I'm getting there
So I have a question. Since I first tried dmt a couple months ago I've only had 2 breakthroughs but they were not like all the stories I hear. I've seen a ton of videos and talked to some people about... View MoreSo I have a question. Since I first tried dmt a couple months ago I've only had 2 breakthroughs but they were not like all the stories I hear. I've seen a ton of videos and talked to some people about their experience. My breakthroughs were not as vivid or clear as the others. I mean I hear stories of a purple lady a lot of folks meet, people seeing machine elves among other entities. Don't get me wrong I thoroughly enjoy my dmt experience, and I greatly appreciate what I get from them I just wonder why my trips are not so animated? Acid works just fine on me.
I'm just so full at the moment I have to get some of it out lol. I love u guys. Seriously. I will tell my whole story one day but my journey has genuinely taught me and enabled to me to love a perfect... View MoreI'm just so full at the moment I have to get some of it out lol. I love u guys. Seriously. I will tell my whole story one day but my journey has genuinely taught me and enabled to me to love a perfect stranger no matter their appearance, more than a lot of people will ever love they're closest friends. I know this sounds conceided but I promise I only feel this way because sadly, a lot of folks in society these days, younger folks, have never been taught what unconditional love is so they will never reciprocate that into relationships, into the universe, their lives... this is a sad topic yes but it is what drives me to wake uo every day and find one more proof or reason to be better than yesterday. I wanna show as many young folks as I can before I leave this plane. U don't need a PhD to teach love. I learned to love myself when literally no one else did. That's when the god of my heart found me.
Help me lol. So I used the tolerance calculator. I took 6 gel tabs 12 days ago. I don't know why it wanted the desired amount so I left it blank first. It said I'll need 2.8 ug! Then I said we'll I'll... View MoreHelp me lol. So I used the tolerance calculator. I took 6 gel tabs 12 days ago. I don't know why it wanted the desired amount so I left it blank first. It said I'll need 2.8 ug! Then I said we'll I'll say I wanna take 4 tabs this time. It said 402.8 ug. I'm a little confused but I think it's telling me I need to take the 4 hits plus 2.8 ug this time to get desired effect. Right? Lol
Would ya look at them golden flakes! Lol
Mmmm this is some of the tastiest wax I've had in a long time. Very nice chill feel to it also. It's helping with the anxiety a lot. So grateful for this plant all together. Much love everybody!
So this morning and exactly a year ago today I found a mantis on or in my house. Lol craaazzyyyy
I find everything about this wonderful molecule fascinating. Apparently I was still feeling the gel tabs a little too hard to do this right so it ran to the neck of the machine but look at how pretty ... View MoreI find everything about this wonderful molecule fascinating. Apparently I was still feeling the gel tabs a little too hard to do this right so it ran to the neck of the machine but look at how pretty it recrystallized. I'll soon be taking a break from all of this in order to study up on shamanism and better learn how to help others. I'm going to do one last extraction and sit on that while I study so when I'm done I'll have medicine to help others with. I'm excited. I feel like I was put here to help and heal people. It's going to be nice to fully follow that path. I've always said I don't have time or I have to put all my efforts into making a living but I believe I found a way to balance both.
So I found a cool website that really breaks down all the psychadelics for you but I'm not sure what my dmt is considered? I do a stb tek with mimosa. Can any of u plz tell me what kind I have?
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