JoshuaTrips

Trip Report Substance: Psilocybin Mushrooms (Penis Envy) Dosage: 14g 8:45pm: Knowing I was gonna trip, I didn’t eat all day. Consumed the mushrooms. I always find that smoking a bong of some good weed somehow will make the effects come faster, so I figured I’d do so. 8:55pm: While watching Netflix waiting for the come-up, I receive a massive rush of euphoria. To the point I was physically saying “wow” repeatedly, cause I was just in awe of how amazing I felt. Usually I have to lay down for a bit during the come-up, as I find it is very intense (however, nothing I can’t handle), but this time was much different. 9:20pm: The hallucinations kick in as I am staring at the wall, at my mounted TV. The easiest way to describe the it, is going into hyperspace in movies like Star Wars but with a blast of every colour imaginable. The tv starts to shrink and my vision does the opposite of a “Fish Eye” lens. I say out loud “whoa here we go” with the most childish grin on my face while trying to contain my laughter because of how beautiful everything looks suddenly. 9:30pm: While messaging my friend on Instagram, I told him the shrooms I had were amazing however I worded it something like “these bad boys are amazing” my friend responded with “what’s that sorry?” And I replied “what?” And as soon as I said that I dissociated from my body and thought I was actually next to my friend some how. So, when he said “what’s that sorry” in my mind, he actually meant it as if he was asking me to repeat myself because he didn’t hear me. This made me laugh hysterically because I legitimately was so confused and thought I was broken for a second (lmao) 9:45pm While watching patterns on my wall, I started to have auditory hallucinations - which really peaked my interest. At first I heard a clear womanly voice (this is something I’ve never experienced). This voice asked me “Are you ready for the rest?” And I remember politely responding “yes please.” At this point, I experienced different auditory hallucinations which sounded very electronic/digital by nature. 10:00pm: The come up has stopped, and I am now peaking. This is where things get very interesting (to me, anyway). I close my eyes, and I am shown what looks like a table with different entities sitting around it - from birds eye view. Each entity, has a word describing their “role” in showing me something involving myself (for example: I remember things like seeing “Shame” in the lower left corner, “Courage” in the upper right corner, and the word “Love” remained in the centre of the table - as if they all revolve around it). Curious, I decide to look down at “Shame” only to be revealed something that has always bothered me. Now I’m not going to go into specifics on that because it is rather personal, however what happened next was truly spectacular. As I was being forced to go through it, and hating it, I ended up (for no rational reason) just blurting out “why should I be ashamed for something I couldn’t control?” As soon as these words came out, instant relief. Love sincerely filled the room, and it was just me. It was so magical, I swear it was something straight out of a Disney movie. The rest of the trip wasn’t significantly interesting, however was very fun and overall a great vibe! Thanks for taking the time to read :)