Synchronicities. Jeez . Jus look. It's there, it's always been there you jus gotta look!! The answers to life's questions don't materialize once you find them, they were always there for anyone to see... View MoreSynchronicities. Jeez . Jus look. It's there, it's always been there you jus gotta look!! The answers to life's questions don't materialize once you find them, they were always there for anyone to see, YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK! When I think of the universe as a mirror, the position i find myself in becomes blindingly apparent...once you figure that out and know where you stand, you can start to navigate your way towards where you want to be. Then take your own advice instead of conforming to whatever box people try to put around you blast thru barriers and launch off of their speed bumps. Make this life what u know it could be...if...but......then by the time you're wise enough to see it, it's too late. DONT WAIT!! DO IT NOW!!! IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN!!!! AHHHHHH
Yall are the shit! I love all the input and consideration... what happened was I was talking to my friends and telling them that we should help each other chase our dreams and with a support system like having each other there built in, we wouldn't have to be scared to chase down what we really want... View MoreYall are the shit! I love all the input and consideration... what happened was I was talking to my friends and telling them that we should help each other chase our dreams and with a support system like having each other there built in, we wouldn't have to be scared to chase down what we really wanted out of life and that we could do it if we did it together. They continue to tell me I was crazy and that working a nine to five job and living with your parents is all you should want out of life. There is nothing wrong with working a regular job and having a structured and stable life, but we are in our early to mid thirties and not growing or thriving where we're at we're staying very Baseline and not experiencing the love and joy that is out there for us. We are all artists and do really good interesting work from my opinion and I think we could make a really good living taking our art seriously and getting it out there. At least make a decent living making more than we are now but actually exploring our artwork and meeting new people and experiencing life to the fullest. It just seemed like every time I would try to explain how we could do this or what is great about it they didn't even consider what I was saying but they immediately poo pooed it and came up with excuse after excuse after excuse as to why it wouldn't work. So what I did was walked away and wondered am I trying to convince my friends or am I trying to convince myself? Why do I keep waiting around for someone to help me do what I already know I can do by myself for myself? I don't need anyone to help me do what I already know I need to do. I have it within myself and always have I just need to do it. I just need to take that first step and apply myself and great things will come from that
I have never been a very independent person and most moves I have made in my life were because a friend brought me or ask me to come along. I am pretty shy person when I first meet someone and I'm socially just a little awkward or quiet. So something like having to try to sell my own artwork fills m... View MoreI have never been a very independent person and most moves I have made in my life were because a friend brought me or ask me to come along. I am pretty shy person when I first meet someone and I'm socially just a little awkward or quiet. So something like having to try to sell my own artwork fills me with anxiety. Being around people I am comfortable with or my friends has always eased some of that tension. For me it's that first step that is the hardest one and I just need to take it I guess I was trying to psych myself up because I know I am good enough and talented enough to thrive but just don't know how to go about it. I could not picture a better life than going to concerts and music festivals traveling around sharing what I am passionate about with other beautiful souls. Meeting new people everyday dancing to awesome music collaborating with other artists just experiencing life to the fullest, they were saying that working a nine to five construction job and spending all my money on cocaine and living with my parents can be just as fulfilling it depends on what you're looking for. I'm not knocking anyone that has a 9 to 5 job or a steady income like that but if you have it Talent and passion that you can make a living off of and also be able to share your stuff with people who want it and appreciate what you're doing, I don't see why I wouldn't try to pursue that instead. It's obvious to me that is better than doing the same thing everyday. Now understand none of us have children or leases or car payments or any kind of responsibilities tying us down. Why not try to thrive and grow rather than just get through the day?
itsGUMBYduh your spirit is in the right place. Sounds like you're having one of the many paradoxes explained so well by Allen Watts. Don't waste your life slaving away to save money for a time far beyond your prime. Or else you'll get to that point and realize it was all a musical thing and you were... View MoreitsGUMBYduh your spirit is in the right place. Sounds like you're having one of the many paradoxes explained so well by Allen Watts. Don't waste your life slaving away to save money for a time far beyond your prime. Or else you'll get to that point and realize it was all a musical thing and you were supposed dance and sing along the way. You have merely tuned into the music and are seeing the very vibrations that inspire us to dance right along with the music. Follow YOUR dreams. Keep dancing