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March 12, 2024 8:33 am

I have tried mushrooms few times after the first one I posted

The other ones were not as intense, idk if it is because I let my shroomies sit for a while or what, one trip was especially intense and c... View MoreI have tried mushrooms few times after the first one I posted

The other ones were not as intense, idk if it is because I let my shroomies sit for a while or what, one trip was especially intense and could be considered a bad trip, it wasn't bad like hell, it just that it completely blocked my consciousness + huge discomfort in my belly and body

That was some 6 months+ by now,

I am ordering and preparing to try dmt through pen

I want to write here why I want to try dmt, and I want to clarify that I respect dmt and I am not doing it for fun, I have mentioned in another post I am interested in meditation and spirituality, I haven't been the party (having fun) kinda guy when it comes to psychedelics, I believe that psychedelics are medicine and a spiritual (holy) one at that

So I have took a long term of studying and toward the end and middle of it I was struck with extreme laziness/ depression symptoms and it was hard for me to continue studying, I have had recurring thoughts of not having clear goal at life, the goal that I initially wanted since my teenage years is to find a girl to be married to and to have company/ fulfil my social and sexual needs as a human, which has been really frustrating and hard for reasons i didnt understand or control and I became less and less interested, but I can't find another drive to drive me to do things,

I go to work everyday and do little chores here and there solely by the power of spirituality and meditation and enjoying moments, which is working (barely) for me atm and I wish I had the drive to complete my studying because regardless of my goals it will give me more opportunities to find jobs doesn't matter what I want to do next, and you know in this world you need money to be able to get some things

So I have ordered and plan to do dmt session where I will take it slow, one puff persay and see how things go

I am not sure what am I hoping from dmt to do, maybe it is up for God and dmt what does it want to give me, and I am hoping it accepts me, I am willing to offer respect and mindful sacrifice, I will pray in my native tongue, chant certain chants and prepare in the best way I can to pay my respects and dearly hope they are accepted that I don't get punished.

Thank you for reading, much love hang in there, i don't mind social connections ?

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Luffysan

Chanting certainly helps lol. Good luck.

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