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boomingshroomer

Depressive Schizo. Lives in Social isolation, Canada. Born on December 3, 1995. Is single.

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I'm really high. Though I have voices in my head and I see them through my emotions and sense them ... View MoreI'm really high. Though I have voices in my head and I see them through my emotions and sense them being there even though noone else can do it. So I have visons of a sort. I'd just say audio hallucinations though with a twist because it's schizoaffective and that has something to do with emotions. I get high to cope. Not with hallucinations only, just life. I have pain physically but also mental and it's fun to do some psychedelics for me. I don't lose my mind but I get into a relaxed headspace where I see things that can make me grow into a stronger person. Psychedelic drugs have gotten me through some dark times and through to the other end. I have to admit that I've never went and lost my mind due to chemicals of psychedelics or psychedelic drugs. I just did it to cope and to get through it and to learn to better myself. That took them as the tools and me as the worker though I worked it out with the psychedelics and gained back my sanity from a darker place. I am happier with myself now. I must have been in a horrible place before though as I remember it quite clearly, that I did not like to grow up when I was younger. I liked my life more when I got more isolated and got my apartment where I lived with my own rules instead of someone elses for once. Though taking care of mental health and physical i got to a better place with the psychedelics and taking doctor drugs. I am still with my apartment and am doing a good job at the moment with taking care of myself as I have for years now. Though I have noticed a improvement since those days before the times I first did LSD-25 and turned my lights on in a way. Got me out of all of those hospital stays i noticed. The jail went away too. I learned that LSD and DMT fixed my sanity. They turned my lights on in my brain and woke me back up to reality the way it is perceived by others. Instead of only by me. So I was happy to do them and always feel good I did and will continue to use them respectively.

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boomingshroomer

June 30, 2024 4:31 pm

I used to be all caught up in my emotions. Now i moved on. I look past dramaticism. Im happy doing what i need for me and not worrying about relationships and judgements from others. I find peace ... View MoreI used to be all caught up in my emotions. Now i moved on. I look past dramaticism. Im happy doing what i need for me and not worrying about relationships and judgements from others. I find peace nowadays with who i am and i get used to closing the door on some other people. Its easy to have some space and know i can get high without another friend turned enemy because we dont meet eye to eye. I pick my own friends and have my own boundaries. Gotta know when to draw the line. My main focus is to have a good life for me. Not letting someone too closely is your right. You dont need issues with someone who is not compatible. Although things look good to begin, relationships end harder than they had started coping with the other person. No need to try just to stress yourself. There are more than one type of person. Id look for likeminded individuals. Id see everything in my world like i want it and not let in strange people. Good friends can be harder to come by than negative people, distractions. Do what the heart wants. Sometimes happy is the lonely way and not the other way. Of course, there is such a thing as a introvert. I prefer the lonely times because of all the narcs and smily faces. Im a stoner and i keep personal space for safety of heart and body. I come to terms knowing that everyone has a dark side. I used to want a perfect relationship with someone, ive changed that focus. I want to live life to the fullest. Ive learned i dont need anyone but me. To be healthy bodily, mentally, to take care of myself is enough. Of course, if you didnt go through being lonely even when you are not alone and also friendless even when you are with them then you wouldnt know. Holding out on someone is no good, especially when they think that you are in love with them and you are in fact not in love at all. There is another ethical approach to this relationship thing without faking your love for that special someone. That isnt your core responsibility, to put it simply. You don't need to love them. So there will always be a way to move on and to get over it. Thats the safe approach as i take it at my age, and living my own life. Feelings will fade like memories do. Its time to grow. Time to be the man. You don't need other people holding you back from reaching your own core responsibilities.

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