A short encounter with eternity

Let me start out this trip report by asking myself why I feel a need to share my experience on an online forum. I feel a need to share with whoever has an interest because I feel that theese experiences were never meant to be a solo trip. I might do the tripping in solitude, but I feel a need to share the story with others to validate it. Validate it to whom? To myselt? Maybe. I wish I had the courage to create a group, or community if you like, where we could meet and discuss theese stunning experiences, be it meditation, reiki, mushrooms or other techniques. Meet each other face to face. I will grow into that courage!

As for now I am gratefull that this online forum exists. English was not my mother's tongue by the way ;)

I let 3g of dried and coarsly chopped cubensis mazatapec soak for 20min in lemon juice. Then I added hot water and honey. Enjoyed while listening to Leonard Cohen's You Want It Darker. When the record was done I went to lay down in darkness and silence. I lost the sence of time, maybe I fell a sleep for a while. Woke up to eat some and drink water. I was very dizzy, the room was spinning, a nice heavy feeling in my body. Went back to lay down. There was a short-ish period of beautiful geometric patterns. Darkness with purple and green moving and floating. Then there were a long period of streaming words. Sometimes like poems, sometimes just random loops intertwined. There was this story, that the 'I' that I am experiencing is the wish of eternity to experience time as a being that knows it will die. 'I am an I that has been given permision to look inside the existence of a human being'. To me this was a beatiful thing. My 'I' stayed intact, and I found myself wishing to experience time from the perspective of eternity. There was also a lot of internal babbling about being in love, and about doubting the choise of work that I am about to do. Then theres was a slow dizzy period of coming back down.

I drank my tea at about 4pm and came down around 9.30pm.

der findes et håb i verden
om fortsat at få forundres

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