15g mushroom trip

Found this trip report from last year some time.15g tripMy trip and experience. 15g shrooms. 24 hour fast Ate 2.5g put tea on, waited till i started feeling the effects. Drank 6g of tea. After an hour and a half, took 6.5g lemontek.It started pretty calm, mostly not too intense but relaxing and enjoyed the effects slowly come in. After about a half hour with the tea, i could start getting the heavy visuals and shapes.I figured I would have a shower to help start the trip. Cleanse yourself and continue with the trip. I closed the door and looked in the mirror. There was more vivid shapes floating all around me. Looking at my own aura.Closing my eyes is where most of my adventure took.As soon as i closed my eyes it was shapes colours going everywhere. It reminded me of circuits wiring my brain. Constant and changing patterns. I have experienced this quit a bit. The more I watched the more it changed into bigger patterns and bigger patterns, until I was in a room. Almost like a kids room coming into play. There was chairs and i was starring at the corner of the room. I then opened my eyes and was pretty shocked to even simulate another place. As never experienced on shrooms before.One thing I like to do is enjoy my trip in the dark. That way i can keep my eyes open and see the same thing. turning the light off and blocking the door with a towel. I went into the shower and even more shit happened. At first it was more of the same patterns just tripping like crazy. Then slowly started to even change again into more realistic things.I started to see a red like smokey thing which was turning into a female. Still like that ghostly aspect and smokey (waving smoke) she was basically trying to seduce me. In my state i laughed and was like fuck ya i would fuck a demon why the hell not. (No nothing like that happened). But i was even getting vivid views of her spreading her legs and taunting her breasts. It was pretty weird and crazy lol.Next it started to even get more realistic. I usually get some sort of view of aliens which is usually the same sort of deal.Aliens are overtaking the governments which is forcing the gonverment to collapse on the people making a war. The biggest image I got was a globe with aliens on the top pushing the white house down on to the civilians/people/us.As it tripped further. I saw a green alien with 6 legs on the roof of a ship life. The were pods around (just like the matrix). Then a bunch of different parts of things and so to say history (thats what it felt) that i have no idea what it really was or explain what it meant. This was all in about 20 minutes from once i got out.I figured before I use all the hot water lets finish the rest of the shrooms.Made lemontek with the rest (6.5) Waited about a half hour. The second I would close my eyes I was transported to another location, another viewpoint of a world that I couldnt understand. The trip felt really personal and focusing on strictly my mental views. Opening my eyes was still awesome, especially when you go outside and see all the plants and shapes and cymetrical patterns.I kept getting more visuals, so decided to jump back in the shower. Closing my eyes in the dark again. I was getting sent to places where there was light in complete dark on views of i guess now seem like an operating table (but i dont think thats what it was). I was seeing images i couldnt quite make out i was still tripping that i was seeing light in pure darkness. It was getting more and more intense everything was like it was exploding with information.I was seeing light and dark images battling with itself. Fighting over my own soul of what is good and evil. Being shown a doorway into the darkness and me walking into it with no fear of the dark. Still knowing I am good and will do the best. I love the dark parts of the world and the other side of what seems to be more taboo and wrong. Which is still an interpretation of what it may be. Still two liquid images of black and light swimming together in a swirl and blots flying in directions.Then I peaked. and was feeling like a complete purge of my demons and emotions to start fresh and new. Of course as I threw up my guts. (which is so much easier with nothing in your stomach to clean up)I felt great, happy. Healed. Trying to make sense of what I was seeing. Got out of the shower and would just keep closing my eyes trying to see what and were will be next.I was happy and felt at ease. I started getting the warm sensation of knowing im not alone. Sort of like energy of love towards my way. I kept getting feelings of being on the right path. Everything is okay. It didnt bring any negativity or fight anything that is usally going on in my head. (I also just got served papers from my sons mother after shes kidnapped him for 4 years of his life. Currently 13 almost 14. She lied on everything so she screwed herself. the point is usually anxiety or things that cause stress add more problems or things to face while tripping) There was nothing but happiness and cleansed. Being secure of who i am and where it can go. The path of unkown can still lead to great places if you make it that way. Knowing that being on the right path means you are guided into what is right. Which you and yourself still have the means to sway off that path and not necissarly chosen as fate.I was feeling so good I was hungry as hell. Slowly coming down and more a hold of myself. I wanted pho. So i went on a big walk. Its funny when you live in a town where the druggies make you feel normal when you are on 15g shrooms. The plants colours everything kept reassuring me of who I am. Really hard to explain.... Feeling great i put on old classic best guitar solos on spotify and just walked about 20 min.Get to the shop and trying to keep confident when still really high... So a little stumbling trying to keep composure. Trying to find the spoons on the table without looking like an idiot. Ate half my pho and the place was hotter than outside (28C) I was sweating like a beast. So I wanted to go back home where i could continue being myself.By the time I got home the trip mellowed out and just feel content with myself. How the chapters of my life will continue. Especially on how to interpret everything.Thats my trip pretty much.-