DarkEntity
by on September 22, 2019
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So my second was pretty similar to my first visuals wise but i / we did a bit more on this occasion  i had a friend over , and we hit the pipe a few times through the night with gaps between but still micro-dosing around 15 20mg per hit  (no breakthrough but wasn't trying)

so that day we met up and had been having a pretty deep chat as both of us had been thorugh some hard times the last year and we had met up for our birthday's so it was a good day all in all and we decided to end it with a blast on the pipe , so the visuals this time where mainly the wooden floor moving like it was alive and in 4 layers all moving back and forth and warping but this time when i got that adrenaline feeling in the stomach and said to myself "don't worry"..all of a sudden  the fear element dissapeared straight away.. and i started to really revell in what i was seeing .. i was so happy to see what what i was seeing.. and i think thats the point to this trip... it was more profound in the type of buzz... all negativity dropped and went away ...everything felt happy like a happiness you never knew... but do know ....and we both where getting really profound meanings pop up into our minds like the sort of sayings a shaman or monk would come out with ..like everything is nothing... "everything is" ...and everything is possible "YOU are in control" what "ever you want to do you can do" ...now ive had that sort of attitude in life as i have managed to accomplish a lot of my dreams although im not rich in money but i have put my mind to things i thought where only possible in dreams and then ended up accoplishing them ..so i learnt that you can get what you want if you put your mind to it (although it may take a while don't give up) ..but like all of us we lack self confidence at times and it gets in the way ..self doubt etc etc ...but we carry on ..anyway this experience on DMT really enforced all those possitive things back into my life ...as well as getting rid of negative vibes and people even ...when i felt so happy on dmt i said to my mate... "wow why cant it be like this all the time "...and then without thinking i said "IT CAN" ...(you just be happy and don't focus on the bad things SIMPLE) ..and it really hit me hard that it was "that simple" ..like fuck yeah ...from then on ive really made a big effort to get rid of negative things in my life from watching the news to thinknig of bad things and getting angry about things i cant control and even cutting down on a couple of people in my life that where where just draining my energy all the time ...its all a path and im by no means a master ... but its so good having that feeling back even though it wears off a bit... deep down you know you can do it ...what ever IT ..is ..just put your mind to it and it will mannifest into reality .

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Megan
My mom was there during my first time. She said she has not saw me that happy in years. The joy i had when i came back, it was amazing. Sounds like you had an amazing trip!
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DarkEntity
yeah each time so far ive had such a nice feeling of warmth and happiness although a bit of fear but so far it seems to be giving me good messages and visuals..i do undertstand though a full breakthorugh could be a lot more harder to control and not able to control what goes on...but so far ive got... View More
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