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Trip report 6/8/2019

20.1g dried ground up psilocybin in lemon juice and 200mg Syrian Rue extract

We decided to stay home for this one which was definitely a way better idea than camping LOL. 
We took our Syrian Rue capsules  at around 4:45pm and then remembered that we had wanted to get some comfortable chairs to sit in outside, so we ran to Target and found some and hurried back home. We set the chairs up in the perfect spot in the backyard for later use. After we waited an hour for the MAOI to take effect we choked down the mushrooms. It was quite sour, but we got them down. Sam took 5.2g for her dose. 
I found some soothing psychedelic music and put it on and we laid down in bed and put eye masks on. The visuals started coming in and the first one that I can remember was just a simple geometric pattern of blue and green lines kind of expanding and contracting. It seemed to go with the music which was called “Astral Vision” on iTunes. I stayed there in that vision for a while and then decided to try to reset the visuals by taking off the eye mask. The room had a hazy look to it and the sun was still pretty bright outside and the light from it was peaking through the side of the curtain on the Arcadia door. I glanced around the room and took it all in and then decided to go back to the eye mask. When I put the eye mask back on however, it was as if nothing changed. I could still see everything just as vividly as I could when I had it off. This baffled me for a second so I took it back off and confirmed that nothing changed. I did this process a few times and then settled back into trying to get back to the visuals with the mask on. The next thing I remember seeing was like a sea shell / sea horse, it was white and emerald green with scalloped jewel like embellishments sporadically decorating it. It was a little strange because it was only on one side of my vision. I kept trying to mentally pull it into center, but I couldn’t. It was beautiful and I felt like I wanted to be able to see the whole thing, but it stayed off to the right side no matter how hard I tried to bring it in to center view. I needed a reset again and briefly took the mask off, but I put it back on when I noticed a new song started playing.  A new visual started to manifest and this one was like a honeycomb and as it pulsated I noticed a bee