Brady Horn

I expirienced a transcendental state at the Apocalypse Ball in 2019 in New Orleans. I had taken 2 hits of LSD and started to expirence all the visuals that one normally does. A friend instructed me to light his stick of palo santo and blow on the ember. As the ember glowed hotter, the more I blew on it, the more is started to feel like it was sucking me into the ember, until it felt as though I teleported through the glow. That feeling was so intense that I shut my eyes, and when I opened them I awoke to a higer level of consciousness. I have always considered myself a man of sicence, but I swear I could see peoples life force surrounding them and my life force branching out and connecing to them. My friend guided me into a meditation room at the ball. There he told me to focus on my breathing and we began to chant. I could see what appeared to be an electricfabric draping over everyone connecting us together. As we were chanting It felt like I was vibrating at the natural frequency of the universe and it was charging me up with energy and joy. At one point i was kneeled down when I felt a force acting on my hands, raising them I looked around and saw the same effect happening to my friend and everyone in the room. I remembr him saying "Im a doctor and I dont have an explination for that." We left the meditation tent after some time and danced at the ball. I was still chanting and charging up energy and I found people all around me feeding off my energy. "I heard someone say "whos giving off all that energy", and heard someone say its that guy pointing at me. I started throat singing and it rang through my body giving me a feeling of ecstacy and i could feel other pepole feeling it. It literally felt like I was the life of the party. I could sence other people who where "tapped in" and could send them energy, I swear I got people to turn around and stare into my eyes from across a dance floor. At one point when the band was really grooving I could see strings stretching out from me connecting everyone looking like a giant arterial system. It has almost been a year since this happened and I think about that night constantly. I have taken heavy doses before and experienced strong vivid visuals before but this was a horse of a completely different color. Everything is connected. Love is everything.