Hey everybody, I’m going to be taking 5-meo-dmt for the first time this Thursday at Arkana Sacred Valley, and I’m scared. My experience, I’ve had mushrooms at least more than 10 times, San Pedro twice... View MoreHey everybody, I’m going to be taking 5-meo-dmt for the first time this Thursday at Arkana Sacred Valley, and I’m scared. My experience, I’ve had mushrooms at least more than 10 times, San Pedro twice, and Ayahuasca 3 times by the time I take 5-meo. Up until now I would say none of my experiences have been very intense, definitely not in comparison to what I see online regarding 5-meo-dmt.Regardless of my experience, I want this really bad, and there have been some times where I’ve convinced myself that If I had a medical condition, I would use it knowing that it can kill me.If I don’t end up doing it, it’s because I chickened out, and quite frankly I think I would be very disappointed in myself.I’m doing this because I think It will give me a much better appreciation of life, and I’m afraid of dying. It bothers me that I’m afraid of something that’s inevitable, even if that fear isn’t intense.Anyways, I wrote this because I was curious about other people's opinions, and I wanted to see if anyone was capable of affecting my decision.
Saider I haven't had nn-DMT, that I will be doing when I get back to the states. In terms of synthetic or toad 5-meo, I believe Jose the founder of Arkana has his own land with toads in Mexico where he milks them.
Jose sees another one sneak onto his property, he grabs his rifle from by the door and heads out to the toad corral.
He lifts the rifle points it at a young man thats bent over by a toad, and chambers a round with a audible sound.
The young man freezes.... View MoreJose sees another one sneak onto his property, he grabs his rifle from by the door and heads out to the toad corral.
He lifts the rifle points it at a young man thats bent over by a toad, and chambers a round with a audible sound.
The young man freezes.
Back aways from my toads son if you wanna keep breathing I see you with that milking bucket in hand Jose says...
It seems like you’ll be in a good setting. Only you will know if your ready when the time comes. I’be never had the opportunity to use 5meo myself but I’m sure I’d be anxious too. Hopefully your aya experiences during retreat will give you the courage you need. What’s the saying “nature rewards brav... View MoreIt seems like you’ll be in a good setting. Only you will know if your ready when the time comes. I’be never had the opportunity to use 5meo myself but I’m sure I’d be anxious too. Hopefully your aya experiences during retreat will give you the courage you need. What’s the saying “nature rewards bravery”some of my most beautiful experiences with NNdmt or high doses of mushrooms came when I was most anxious going in. It’s when I’ve been confident and comfortable that I’ve gotten my ass kicked. Either way enjoy your time in the Amazon and let us know how your retreat goes. Also if you get the chance take the excursion to Machu Picchu while your there, my son just came back from there and said it was one of the most amazing places he’s been. Good luck
If you are feeling the call for it, that means its calling you, and the experience already happened in the higher dimension. Also don't even waste your time comparing other medicines with 5Meo. Trust the medicine , open to it. You will be fine and the new version of yourself when its done. Whatev... View MoreIf you are feeling the call for it, that means its calling you, and the experience already happened in the higher dimension. Also don't even waste your time comparing other medicines with 5Meo. Trust the medicine , open to it. You will be fine and the new version of yourself when its done. Whatever needs to be addressed and released will be. For first timers mostly second round (or second hit) is important. Experienced facilitator will recognize if you need second round. Trust the facilitator. Bufo is very powerful medicine and it will address deep issues that you don't even consciously remember. There is no hiding or lying under bufo. So best is to open to it and recieve the medicine with Trust. Rest will happen for you automatically