Just took 5-meo from the toad at Arkana Sacred Valley. I was very scared beforehand, but as soon as the straw hit my mouth I just focused on inhaling without letting any of it out. Once it was all in,... View MoreJust took 5-meo from the toad at Arkana Sacred Valley. I was very scared beforehand, but as soon as the straw hit my mouth I just focused on inhaling without letting any of it out. Once it was all in, I held my breath for as long as possible and the experience completely took over.It was the best feeling I've ever had in my life. I cried like a baby and saw a blinding white light with beautiful geometric patterns. I had no fear or resistance to the experience while I was under it. I will admit, I was surprised that I was afraid of something that felt as what I can only describe as perfect, whatever that might mean.Oh, and thank you everyone for your words of encouragement, it helped a lot.
Hey everybody, I’m going to be taking 5-meo-dmt for the first time this Thursday at Arkana Sacred Valley, and I’m scared. My experience, I’ve had mushrooms at least more than 10 times, San Pedro twice... View MoreHey everybody, I’m going to be taking 5-meo-dmt for the first time this Thursday at Arkana Sacred Valley, and I’m scared. My experience, I’ve had mushrooms at least more than 10 times, San Pedro twice, and Ayahuasca 3 times by the time I take 5-meo. Up until now I would say none of my experiences have been very intense, definitely not in comparison to what I see online regarding 5-meo-dmt.Regardless of my experience, I want this really bad, and there have been some times where I’ve convinced myself that If I had a medical condition, I would use it knowing that it can kill me.If I don’t end up doing it, it’s because I chickened out, and quite frankly I think I would be very disappointed in myself.I’m doing this because I think It will give me a much better appreciation of life, and I’m afraid of dying. It bothers me that I’m afraid of something that’s inevitable, even if that fear isn’t intense.Anyways, I wrote this because I was curious about other people's opinions, and I wanted to see if anyone was capable of affecting my decision.
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