Very sad to say, that might have been my last experience for a while. Ive never experienced and ego death quite like this one. Im still a little shaken, and im genuinely happy that im alive. I smoked ... View MoreVery sad to say, that might have been my last experience for a while. Ive never experienced and ego death quite like this one. Im still a little shaken, and im genuinely happy that im alive. I smoked with my honey straw and think the mixture of dab and dmt did a number on me. Wow...just wow.
I'm here if you need to talk. I know ego death is indistinguishable from actual horrifying death when it hits you hard out of the blue. I had it with DMT (changa) and even though it's been two years I'm still not the same and I have stopped tripping on normal/high doses.. The positive is that no mat... View MoreI'm here if you need to talk. I know ego death is indistinguishable from actual horrifying death when it hits you hard out of the blue. I had it with DMT (changa) and even though it's been two years I'm still not the same and I have stopped tripping on normal/high doses.. The positive is that no matter how terrifying and traumatizing it can feel at first, it is sure to give you a newfound appreciation for life and for being sober, and it's probably an experience that will be growing alongside you, teaching you more every single day.
You right I think, you get what you need. Time away helps, and this realm has lessons a plenty. These are powerful tools. Actually had a bad trip on acid recently and DMT put me right. You are a warrior.