What the f.. just happened?! Smoked 60mg of dmt from pipe. Trip was very different. Open eyes visuals as I got scared of noise behind window I became very alerted of my surroundings. It was like norma... View MoreWhat the f.. just happened?! Smoked 60mg of dmt from pipe. Trip was very different. Open eyes visuals as I got scared of noise behind window I became very alerted of my surroundings. It was like normal dmt halucinations until I noticed like edge of fabric, a space where dmt world ended and there was something else behind it. I bursted thru opening I have seen. Those beings panic trying to stitch the hole in fabric. I know I am seeing things they dont want me to see even for dmt trip. Boom suddenly I am in copy of my univers. Everything same except sky is little reddish, everything got this retro color pallet, its like atmosphere got different shade. I am just a spectator in someones else body, it seems me from different reality, he looks at bong "man I smoked like 60mg of dmt and nothing? what a waste" everything so real, i feal totally not high, its like I never even smoked, starting to feal emotions of that guy as my own, dissapointed dmt didnt work... whooooshhh dmt losing its effect I am being sucked back into "dmt illusion fabric" and spit out ant my own couch in my own body fealing high as birds in sky. I sit there with WTF in my head, that was break thru for sure. This motiv is very recouring for me. That there are multiple realities, they are pulled around us like cage, even when tripping on psycho those beings want us to believe one story not showing truth. They deceive us so they can protect and cotrol us? Like people will deceive sick duck or cow in farm, little bit for it own good little bit for personal profit, cow gonna be eaten in the end. Sorry for chaotic writing i am still coming down, wanted to write this down on fresh.
In one of my trips they showed me that I was in a reality tunnel. All was an illusion and my life was just a fake ride. Like in a hamsters wheel.
I was being used as a point of encounter between realms of Matter and Spirit.
But my sacrifice was necessary for the encounter to take place.... View MoreIn one of my trips they showed me that I was in a reality tunnel. All was an illusion and my life was just a fake ride. Like in a hamsters wheel.
I was being used as a point of encounter between realms of Matter and Spirit.
But my sacrifice was necessary for the encounter to take place.
Then, at the peak of the experience they showed me an absolute nothingness. And I rested there eternally. Time didn't exist and I was an eternal mind-void. It's extremely dificult to explain but I felt pleasure being nothing.
I call this The Cosmic Conspiracy.
It's marvelous but so depressing when you realize it.
Gnostics name it the "Mysterium tremendum et fascinans"