Looking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who lo... View MoreLooking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who loves rap. I used to be a dancer in Hawaii but now I'm back in Pa living with my mom and 2 of my kids. I smoke weed, and I have ALOT of experience with LSD and MDMA (not as fond of mushrooms as I like LSD more). I am a person that's always ok tripping and I don't freak out, Im good at calming others if they're having a bad trip. I can't find DMT to try. I really really am yearning to do it, but in the meantime I read all I can about it. I love to read. At the moment I'm Real into DMT, Alternatative realities, possibility of our existence being simulated, artificial intelligence, and Elon Musk right now. We are all cells of ONE entity, ONE love.....all God. And I just lost my soulmate of 15yrs to an OD in Dec. While I was in jail then rehab. So I'm learning to be alone now. I'm devastated but still going.....my biggest goal is to quit using heroin permanently. Really want to meet some cool people that are into deep stuff like I am.
MichelleG
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Lives in McKeesport, United States.
Born on December 7, 1976.
Is widowed.
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I feel like i found my tribe here!!!! You guys are helping me tremendously! Anyone from Pittsburgh, Pa area?
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conspiracy77 where abouts are you? Im about 30 mins away from state college.
Jordan Peterson - Is Life Worth The Suffering?
original source: https://youtu.be/hdrLQ7DpiWs?t=1h1m29s
Being requires limitation and suffering, but there are modes of being that allow that to be good.
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LOL, the truth is, people go through periods where they THINK they know what they're doing and they look like they've got it all together. I know from experience. I have suffered immensely in life as an alcoholic. Last year I was on top of the world. In fact, I even started to get a little high on m... View More
Looking back is weird about it. Because when you are suicidal you can't think straight and it seems like the only option. You gotta change whats around you. For me it was a toxic partner.
If i don't know what all is out there. Then how do i know what to reach for?
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I have 4 kids and 4 grandkids..... and im of no use to ANY of them at the moment. God help me...i hate what ive let myself become....i don't even know anymore. I just miss my husband so much!!! Why couldn't he just hold on a little longer?! (He died while i was in jail then rehab in dec)
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Why can't our nature be peaceful and loving? Why does it hurt so much?
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The fundamental nature of reality is suffering. Why Does IT HURT SO DAMN MUCH?????
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Because it does. The more you bear it the stronger you become. Remember as a child how a bee sting was the end of the world? Or crashing your bicycle was all the blood you ever saw? Life is brutal and doesn't discriminate. Just hold on. One more day. Not forever. Just one day. There are cosmic reaso... View More
In a world of perceived darkness we cannot lose another light like you
I really don't mean to be all "mia culpa" up in here. But im in a panic and can't deal right now.
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Put on some bach, close your eyes and breathe. You are a beautiful being and you got this