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Habitformer

December 5, 2023 7:11 pm

This doesn't just apply to veterans but in this case I'm speaking from prior experience as well as what just happened.

Please check up on people. When you ask someone how they are doing and they say "a... View MoreThis doesn't just apply to veterans but in this case I'm speaking from prior experience as well as what just happened.

Please check up on people. When you ask someone how they are doing and they say "alright" they are lying especially veterans. I myself am guilty of this. One of my buddies I served with committed suicide last night. We last talked on Friday. We made plans for him myself and 2 other guys (we all served together) to get together the 2nd week of January and do some hunting in Alaska. The 4 of us have been treating our past trauma with psychedelics. We all agree that they have been helping. His wife called me Today to tell me his son found his father my friend my brother and hero to me John on a piece of land they own and we hunt on. I can't tell you how many times we've staged out of that shed/building thing when we go out. We've celebrated in it as well as bitched about not seeing anything after being out for 18 hours. Him and I got shit faced drunk in that building and I cried while he listened to me talk about going through my divorce. He was such a kind human being. I remember the 4 of us talking about what the birth of our 1st child meant to us. I keep my circles small because of how I feel like I don't belong. He was who grounded my group when we needed it. What makes me so fucking irate is that his wife told me he went to the VA for his appointment to meet with his Doctor and they rescheduled it for 3 months out. 3 fucking months. He just wanted to talk. Please answer the phone if someone calls/texts you even if it's late. When we last talked he told me he was feeling "alright" but he typically feels better after his appointments. I called one of our friends in the group last night because John wasn't on to play video games with us(we play routinely,the wives hate it but understand) Mike told me John didn't answer when he called earlier that day. We all know why. Please "alright" or even "Okay" is a call for help. The world lost a beautiful human,his family lost their world, 2 children lost their father, a wife lost her husband, I lost a friend,a brother. We all have someone in our lives that we know needs a call, please make it.

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cmac78

So sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine the trauma that the son that found him is going through.

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HappyKB

I too am so very sorry.

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kratoxes

I'm so very sorry for you loss this brings me to tears as I know the pain your going through and didn't have to see combat or serve.may everyone treat you with kindness and compassion in the trying times forward as I know it was hard for me to lose a brother like you have been almost 10 years and it... View More

Like 2 December 6, 2023

Saidar

Hugs

Like 2 December 6, 2023