Am wondering about reputable vendors for mimosa bark, or input on other reliable options for AB extraction (or other processes and medium required?) and vendors for such. Still just trying to learn th... View MoreAm wondering about reputable vendors for mimosa bark, or input on other reliable options for AB extraction (or other processes and medium required?) and vendors for such. Still just trying to learn the ropes, and experience and knowledge would be eternally appreciated!
I am so so lost and lonely. I dont see the end. Or options. Im so afraid.
Wondering about any info on cow manure addition to substrate. Pros, cons, experiences? Any info appreciated. Mush love.
Need advice. Deem saved my life. Have been treating mental illness and addiction with it. But somehow i am becoming afraid to breakthrough. To the point i am even planning, smudging my space, meditati... View MoreNeed advice. Deem saved my life. Have been treating mental illness and addiction with it. But somehow i am becoming afraid to breakthrough. To the point i am even planning, smudging my space, meditating, trying to create good set, setting and intention, but when the moment arrives, i have full on panic attacks. Heart racing, thoughts racing, sweaty palms, labored breathing. Until i just give up, out of fear. I dont know what to do. Or what im so afraid of. Could it just be my broken self so entwined with my ego, afraid to be better? Any advice or experience shared on overcoming the challenge when i have medicine readily available that i am choosing to not use, as i spiral more and more out of touch, with what was such a life saving blessing weeks ago....would be greatly appreciated.
Has anyone experimented with volcano vaporizers for deem? Reviews, comments, advice?
Can i do too much? Too often? Can i die like that?
I think i just died. I was dying. I couldnt come back. But im back. But i was sure i was dying. I dont know what it was trying to tell me.
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