Currently unable to sleep due to my psychosis and tried to smoke weed to fall asleep although it made it a lot more disturbing, saw some pretty intense freaky visuals and would reeaallyy like some adv... View MoreCurrently unable to sleep due to my psychosis and tried to smoke weed to fall asleep although it made it a lot more disturbing, saw some pretty intense freaky visuals and would reeaallyy like some advice on how to fight my battle with schitzophrenia and psychedlics, feels like im a little kid again unable to fight against a nightmare, i love psychs and i can never give them up so i really need some help becoming a druid that dont give a fuck about blood fractals xx (also my spider buddy in my room has started to scare me which is kinda bleak)
Hi, life-long schiz here, my recommendation would be to get your mind to focus on something else, try to meditate and focus on this realm, ignore whatever you may be seeing, know that it is not real enough to affect you, but it is real in its own sense. Schiz is an interesting beast, its great some... View MoreHi, life-long schiz here, my recommendation would be to get your mind to focus on something else, try to meditate and focus on this realm, ignore whatever you may be seeing, know that it is not real enough to affect you, but it is real in its own sense. Schiz is an interesting beast, its great some days, but others can be extremely dark. You just have to know and understand how to ground yourself and keeo your mind in this realm and the present. Mush luv
Thank you so much lovelies, your advice could be very useful, i think i struggle to ground myself in myself because getting high all the time makes you rather floaty- i feel you though just gotta manifest in what you want really, cause man is she a fucken beast that does its job too well, having sel... View MoreThank you so much lovelies, your advice could be very useful, i think i struggle to ground myself in myself because getting high all the time makes you rather floaty- i feel you though just gotta manifest in what you want really, cause man is she a fucken beast that does its job too well, having self control seems to be the only thing you need to bend it to your will, only problem is, ive only been properly disturbed by the visuals now that ive found them fascinating..
I feel you, I use Marijuana daily and it does kind of make you less grounded, but usually only for the duration of the high. I still find it helps though. I also definitely find self control and meditation helps keep me leveled. My use of psychedelics has kind of taught me how to control it better ... View MoreI feel you, I use Marijuana daily and it does kind of make you less grounded, but usually only for the duration of the high. I still find it helps though. I also definitely find self control and meditation helps keep me leveled. My use of psychedelics has kind of taught me how to control it better aswell. I guess a mix of all of it is what actually is keeping me "sane". Mush luv
Thats pretty incredible stuff man whether you figured it out by yourself or not, this one of the most motivating things cause everyone in my life has demonized dagga in terms of me using but i know it helps more than a lot.. now i just gotta follow your steps and get everything balanced out, its eas... View MoreThats pretty incredible stuff man whether you figured it out by yourself or not, this one of the most motivating things cause everyone in my life has demonized dagga in terms of me using but i know it helps more than a lot.. now i just gotta follow your steps and get everything balanced out, its easy to not know what to focus on when your unbalanced, do you ever find yourself being okay with falling out of line? Had any fucked up trips you would wanna share? Finding this schitzo thing and tripping far too fascinating, sometimes i feel mental illness has to do with evolution and everyone else sees you as crazy cause they didnt get a cooked brain, also on low doses my trips seem faarr more intense then all of my friends, intense meaning shit is too all over the place and “unbalanced”
Mush luv indeed!