MIA????

I wasn't sure to share or not , so I basically took a full stamp out of the blue a while back and waited about 45 minutes to one hour for it to even start the effect on me . It started by me sitting down and I started laughing but not a regular laugh more of a nervous laugh it kinda scared me at the same time . I was with my friend at the moment and she started tripping out and getting scared thought it was like 2 Am when in reality it was 9-10 pm the most she decided to leave . I stayed home I was all alone . I started looping from the kitchen to the bathroom to the room for like a good hour till I caught myself and noticed that I was looping and needed to regain focus on what was going on . Most of my friends were texting me telling me I was crazy for doing that alone and they were just giving off negativity and It was honestly fucking w me so I turned my phone off and decided to take a bath , while I layed in the bath , I looked up at the ceiling it turned PINK it had waves and I remember just saying holy shit this is dope asf ! I then moved around and felt as if the water itself was inside of me giving me the giggles... I don't think I've ever felt so calm and happy but in that exact moment when no one was around . I felt whole . I then went to my room turned the lights off watched a movie and put my phone on do not disturb . That movie turned into a movie inside of my head . It was like myself was placed in my mind with many many stairs and doors . I now had to find out what was behind those doors . Let me tell you I found out to many things I never knew things that I was afraid of things I was happy about traumatizing , emotional etc. although it made me more entwined with myself it was one of the most horrific and beautiful moments your mind can have honestly ,that was not what expected . Cherish the ability it has but I think I'm okay with just that one experience till further notice. I then kept thinking my life would be like that stuck in the trance till I saw reality again for a couple moments until it sucked me back into their dimension a dimension I wish I could explore way more than I did but only when it's the time for that and it's not forced I know it will mean everything and more . I have high expectations to what that higher power is