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August 7, 2024 7:05 pm

Hi, my name is Andrews. I'm still trying to get more aquatinted to this app even though I joined about a week or two ago. About a year ago or so, I had my first psychedelic experience and it was beaut... View MoreHi, my name is Andrews. I'm still trying to get more aquatinted to this app even though I joined about a week or two ago. About a year ago or so, I had my first psychedelic experience and it was beautiful.

My girl and I ate 7g of magic mushrooms each and we shared a magnificent experience together. Two trips after that, I was haunted by my first terrifyingly bad trip, and it scared me away from this journey for a while, but as I'm sure some of you can understand, once your brain has put two and two together with some valuable insight gained only through psychedelic experiences, you remain unsatisfied with the resulting questions until you go back into higher consciousness to keep learning, so I went and had another trip.

This one was beautiful, and I learned quite a lot more, so I quickly regained my confidence and went for another shrooms trip about a month later and that was when I finally realized that these plants are not a toy. That they're a blessing for those that seek insight, but I didn't go in for wisdom that day, I went in for a high, and instead dropped to the lowest depressive point I'd ever been in my life.

Even still, I consider this trip as my most important because it's the most insight I've ever gained from any trip. It helped me see so many things I was doing wrong, how I was making the same mistakes over and over again as if such actions would eventually yield my desired results, and I consequently chose that day to abandon many old habits I'd clung to that were destroying my life in ways I had yet to understand.

It was shortly after this experience that I left social media. My profiles on Facebook and Tik Tok are both deactivated and currently sit unused. That last mushroom trip, it's almost like it flipped a switch and made all of social media unappealing to me.

More recently, just a month ago, I decided to see what DMT had to offer and I bought a vape pen. This made the rabbit hole get twice as deep as it already was, but much to my surprise, the vape pen ran out way faster than I expected it to, which left me with the desire to learn to make my own DMT at home. And this is how I found this app. Someone told me that if I wanted to learn to make this stuff, this would be a perfect app to check out, so here I find myself. It seems that this indeed is an amazing place for people who want more answers than what they've been given.

Being neurodivergent, learning anything that has to do with chemistry has been a challenge my entire life. I've always learned everything from video tutorials. I have no idea how many can relate, but even here, the learning process for me has been slow. Only after beginning this journey did I realize that my brain doesn't even function like common one's. Even though learning how to make this stuff continues to be a struggle, I'm quite happy I found this app. I wasn't aware how many others there were until I found an entire community in an app. Suddenly I don't feel nearly as alone as I did when I chose to lay low after I deactivated all my other social media.

This is my first and longest social media post in a long time and may be my last for the year for all I know, but I'm quite happy I found this little gem. If you read this far, I just want you guys to know that y'all's energy and vibe here is what I wish the rest of social media would be.

You guys are a good community and a necessity for people seeking answers. Wishing everyone here a great day.

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Donniebrasco1

Hey I'm glad you are with us and welcome in you are so appreciated. I liked how you explained your first hand experiences with Psychedelics, and how they taught you somthing a little different each journey.Even better they lead you to us!! It's really one of my favorite qualities of the app is when ... View More

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melted369

Welcome! I too have been on hiatus for a long time. I too am a beginner at the chemistry involved but I was able to successfully learn to make deems here. It's not hard at all. Stay with it and u will get it. The whole journey was good for me. Learning and making it was just as therapeutic as using ... View More

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pachanoi-roy

Thanks for taking the time to write all that. We are glad to have you. I can tell your trips have been truly significant to your time on earth. I hope you will continue to post some more and talk about who you were before psychedelics and who you are becoming with their help!

Like 2 August 8, 2024 Edited