Cocaine and alchohol did a pretty good job of (temporary) supressing my dark thoughts for many years. It was full on self medication, although i didnt know it at the time.
Wasnt till i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety that i realised how and why i was using those substances.
Thanks to the... View MoreCocaine and alchohol did a pretty good job of (temporary) supressing my dark thoughts for many years. It was full on self medication, although i didnt know it at the time.
Wasnt till i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety that i realised how and why i was using those substances.
Thanks to the plants i no longer use cocaine, alchohol or prescription meds.
But for sure, they numbed my pain
Just my experience with myself and in my opinion. I thought that since I don't have a brain injury, and I've always been told that it's just a chemical imbalance, that produce the multiple psychological issues most all of us have then I ought to be able to change it without drugs I'm without a doct... View MoreJust my experience with myself and in my opinion. I thought that since I don't have a brain injury, and I've always been told that it's just a chemical imbalance, that produce the multiple psychological issues most all of us have then I ought to be able to change it without drugs I'm without a doctor. To an extent I was definitely right. however long that took lol.
I believe it's a matter of perspective or point of view. And to be honest with myself no matter what issues that I could have a crutch for I started drugs because I liked this girl a long time ago.. admittedly a great bit of curiosity also. Best damn decision eva! I cant be high 24/7 but a joint in the afternoon and when I have time if I have nothing really to do important. Plus other stuff in moderation and in its time.