Share something in your mind, or share something on your mind. Every time i log in or log on that sentence bothers me.Took three mushrooms fresh last night, minimum dosage and didn't exoect to feel it... View MoreShare something in your mind, or share something on your mind. Every time i log in or log on that sentence bothers me.Took three mushrooms fresh last night, minimum dosage and didn't exoect to feel it, and i didn't. But i woke up this morning feeling out of sorts and questioning myself. Three mushrooms. Took me three years, since 2017 when i bought a syringe (thinking thst i was being ripped off and a fool to buy something like that online. But i bought it.)Winter came which set me back. I only go into town once a month, so gathering things like vermiculite and brf from the little rural town i go to wasn't easy. But finally everything came together. Then excitements and dissppointments as i saw my grain jars start to colonise then stall and turn to bacterial mush. And finally three little mushrooms.Now i am sitting with new jars that have been sterilised snd new syringes to start all over again. Wondering if i am going to have the same failures all repeated. Looking around, everything is dirty, everything is overgrown, its all chaotic. Things that have meant to have been done have been neglected. And i can't find the strength or energy to make it all right. But that is all outside of me, inside of me i am at peace, inside i am grateful, for this perfect day and perfect weather, the little things. The rest of it should take care of itself. Much love and apologies for invading your screen with my ramblings.
‘Looking around, everything is dirty.’ Elevate your standard for a cleaner environment. On a deep level, clutter clutters the mind. Rid yourself of what you don’t use or need. Purge. I assure you, it’ll be more liberating. I’ve had a few people commit do that so far and I’m always told how great it ... View More‘Looking around, everything is dirty.’ Elevate your standard for a cleaner environment. On a deep level, clutter clutters the mind. Rid yourself of what you don’t use or need. Purge. I assure you, it’ll be more liberating. I’ve had a few people commit do that so far and I’m always told how great it feels. Push yourself to higher standards in living quality.
Jet junky your advice is sound, but if you could only see my life. I did exactly what you said and purged everything in the thought that a simple basic life would be a higher quality of life than the complicated modern lifestyle. I swapped a comfortable suburban home with a swimming pool and all the... View MoreJet junky your advice is sound, but if you could only see my life. I did exactly what you said and purged everything in the thought that a simple basic life would be a higher quality of life than the complicated modern lifestyle. I swapped a comfortable suburban home with a swimming pool and all the modern conveniences for a little adobe mud house deep in rural transkei. No running water, no electricity, an 80km dust road to the nearest town. The change was radical, i cant say i am sorry about my choices, but it also isnt the romanticised idea of a simple life, it has its own challenges. Where ever you are the grass looks greener on the other side.