I've started writing out my trip reports from my two Ayahuasca ceremonies at the beginning of the year. They're going to be long-ass reports and I'm really excited to share my experiences when it's do... View MoreI've started writing out my trip reports from my two Ayahuasca ceremonies at the beginning of the year. They're going to be long-ass reports and I'm really excited to share my experiences when it's done.Definitely still integrating-I've mentioned before how it feels like I'll be integrating the rest of my life! I've been considering microdosing Caapi vine to help the integration process and beat negative feelings that have been arising, does anyone have experience or thoughts on that?
The negative feelings come primarily from having seen such potential for goodness and wholeness in the world, but not seeing it practically now. Aya showed me life could be paradise, but most people are so blind that life ends up basically being hell. It's hard to feel hope. That's just been the mos... View MoreThe negative feelings come primarily from having seen such potential for goodness and wholeness in the world, but not seeing it practically now. Aya showed me life could be paradise, but most people are so blind that life ends up basically being hell. It's hard to feel hope. That's just been the most prominent negative feeling.