That moment you've been waiting for

Welcome all come sit and listen to a tale of olden times. So I proccured some pure dmt from a great friend and finally got my wife to get the nerve up to try again as she can't handle the alkaloids without puking unfortunately. She has a extremely pleasant experience no puking this time so that's a plus. Ok now we trip sit each other on this while the other is in hyperspace so it's a take turns kinda situation. My wife did hers and then it was my turn she used the bong and rig I however prefer my yocan evolve plus xl for dmt, I had it loaded for a a different friend a week pire and he had backed out last minute (didn't feel like it was the right time which cool I understand that). So I had a mixture of the pure some Jim jam/jungle spice kinda waxy stuff and lastly the yellow so full spectrum. I wanted to finally take my plunge into higher doses and more hits to see if things differ that much. So my first massive 30 second hit goes well exhale go for the second massive 30 second hit hold it and exhale getting ready for that 3rd and final massive pull but right before this happens my body is like hey Ummmm the fuck dude and tries to puke I manage to not puke and take this final hit. Now this is where things got completely different then your average everyday dmt experience, I remember feeling way beyond fucked up in a way I've never felt before but was still pretty present in this reality I remember telling my wife I can see why people say they have a problem breathing or they are not breathing( was pretty hard to catch my breath from the last extra large extra hard pull out of the vape. As always I try to draw in a little oxygen at the end as it helps mix in your body or seems like it to me anytime I inhale anything. So I'm telling my wife this as I'm exhaling and I remember quite clearly this was a different slow kinda blast off, it felt more like a car that didn't wanna start but when it finally does it's full of life kinda deal and shot off faster then the speed of light I remember slightly feeling my body just collapse as I was leaving my hands kinda fell above my head like I had my hands kinda in the air from laying down as I tend to talk with my hands sometimes when I talk about something. So I blasted off but I didn't felt more like I was going to sleep and then waking up elsewhere, ok so this is where things really get a nice touch but in a weird way it was like watching a movie and the focus is on a single object but then slowly pan out to reveal everything. The focus was this old wooden spoon from the days of kings queens dragons and magick, as things pan out I can see a cauldron below the spoon and that I'm looking through a hallway door and a long boney like arm is holding the spoon above the bowl pouring some kinda universe soup into the cauldron and ever so slightly mixing the pot. The arm wore some lengthy looking wizard like robe that was constantly shifting colors and shapes(not gonna lie I want that exact same robe like thing). The arm has a voice a strong sounding but very knowledgeable and wisdom sounding in this voice coming from the what I'm calling merlin( never fully revealed himself got the vibe he was afraid for me to see him in this place or something like that). Merlin has told me to stay where I am to not enter the room as it was not time for me to enter. However he did want to talk and I'm always excited to speak with any entity I come across he asked me if I felt bogged down and like I never had any energy in life, without any control my body screamed YES! Like my body literally had mouths appear all over and they all screamed YES! Ok calm down calm down now child merlin told me, do you want to know the reason why? Before mouths appeared I responded and said yes I would love to know. Merlin said well you see its what you eat you have consumed alot of death and allowed deaths grip to tighten on you. Even if you don't kill it something did and allowed death to enter it's body when you eat the flesh of a once living. To eat the flesh of any living animal human or like either it is completely wrong nature provides everything you need on trees and on the ground. At this point I'm fully intrigued by what's being told to me and it makes complete sense but before I could say anything or thank merlin for the advice it was like being sucked out of a room beyond my control and I was back in my body in reality. As I was under my wife decided she was hungry and made a bunch of lil smokies i remember sitting up and seeing what she was eating and about turned my stomach immediately and I couldn't look at her or the dead flesh in a bowl, she's explaining a meal she wants to make and telling me all about preparing it for another day. I couldn't handle it made my stomach turned into knots and I could feel it coming I remember all I could get out to my wife was that is talks of the flesh!!!! It was shortly after that I said bucket and proceeded to have some violent nasty long drawn out puking kinda like your screaming but not and the meal I ate several hours prior to dmt was chicken well it wasn't staying. This goes on for atleast 5 or 10 minutes and here's the weird part just like with my too much molly experience I was having like a purge it felt right like it needed to happen my body now feels amazing like I've been revitalized. As I'm looking up puke still kinda on my beard but I didn't care as at this time I look up at my tv and had lost frequencies playing on his rhcp remix (uploaded image)and thinking holy shit he looks like a wizard a fucking techno wizard completely mind blown by this all I could tell my wife with child like eagerness wizard wizard to finally able to fully speak and say he looks like a wizard. Now here's the part that has gotten a tiny bit creepy and make even more sense of the knowledge I was given Since this trip I haven't been able to eat meat literally at all for the past 2 nights whatever my wife packed me for work I literally couldn't eat took 2 bites and felt sick so it was thrown out not that I intended to eat meat just all we really had and didn't want it to go to waste. So until next time my friends may your adventure be grand. Bonus points to who knows this one (peace love and chicken grease)