Earring
by on January 30, 2021
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What's it like to microdose?
It's mostly physically imperceptible, and if you physically feel it, lower the dose. You know it's working because your thoughts, preferences, and attitude changes.
Here's a good example:
Earlier last week, I woke up from a nightmare. I lost my cats. I was in fist fights. My family was fucking with my head. My brother wanted to smash my face in. My father ignored it. My mother was nice for a change, but only because she was dying. With the way dreams are, I had 2 kittens that were stolen from my hands. Then I was paralyzed from the waist down, manifested from emotional overburden.
I woke up feeling haunted and with grief and anxiety. Thank God it was a microdose day. I took a capsule and one hour later I was pondering violence and how it doesn't solve anything. It's a base expression. Love and diplomacy is better. Union. Unification. Setting aside differences, better yet, accepting them as gifts from the universe.
Had it not been for the microdose, it would have been a bad day, colored dark from the start because of a bad dream that was too real. The microdose helped relieve my anxiety through changing my usual reaction and thought patterns.
Posted in: Psilocybin
Topics: microdose
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What will happen if I don't lower my dose?
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