Dmt trip 2

Second dmt trip, I went in with a big ego, thinking the first time round showed me it all, not that I under stood it,Anyhow, started off with a 20mg trip, seen water falls, stairs leading to nowhere, water fountains, walk ways intertwined, Egyptian statues, coliseum archways, a massive spiral stair case in the middle with a dragon curled around the hand rails etc, then came out of it,Decided to take another hit, approx 35mg and I no sooner inhaled and I was away, jesters dancing around laughing and mocking me, then a huge squid with tenticles slapping my face to the point I wanted to get out, she was there! She was smirking, even tho I couldnt see her face I knew she had kicked my arse, only thing I could do was just go with it! She wasn't allowing me to go nowhere, this is her domain! Time did not exist, and it felt like forever, I agreed with her in my mind that I thought I was clever, so that's when things began to turn nice again, colours, vibrant colours, fractals all swaying to the sound of the music I had on, I came out feeling embarressed and humiliated ! I know nothing of this world or that, took a long time before I decided I wanted to go back in, but that's another story. A couple of weeks went by and I was scrolling thru pictures of squids and octopus cause I couldn't get it out my head, then eventually I stumbled across one that's really took my breath away, one I would never forget, that of the cthulhu squid, known as the fear of the unknown, I'm now on a journey to push myself, get past that fear! Wish me luck guys