Mafukin

So ya like the title says , for some reason i decided that yesterday i needed to double the amount of my normal dose... WTF first thought "shit you fucked up" next thought "where is my gf" by gf i mean my mostly sober gf that isnt against dmt but doesnt do it either, third thought "did i just die, holy shit i think we died" fourth thought is "why does everything keep happening on repeat " like i though i ripped open the space time continuum and was stuck in a time loop. As soon as i stopped dry heaving and everything slowed down enough for me to move i got up out of my "office" (dirty little basement area thats private only due to the dust and cobwebs keeping the kids and wife out) stubble up stairs still thinking i might be dead because i cant feel my legs but im definitely moving . Then i step into the main floor of my house and everything is super shiney and ultra clean looking and then i think im definitely dead cause of how white everything and  because theres things missing .  This just looks like my house ... i get a cup of coolaid wash my face and hands in the kitchen sink , go over to where my infant son is sleeping and gentaly kiss his head, tell him im sorry and go to my room and lay the fuck down... that shit was so much more intense i dont think ill do that again... at least with this batch lol

So for the past few days when i “get lost” my hearing has been fading in and out like someones adjusting the volume... anyone else?

So i have done DMT twice now.... im 38 now, and have been tripping for twenty years... mostly on acid and shrooms, anyway i had been wanting to try DMT for a long time then the other day it just poof showed up with an old friend... Talk about mind blowing , as i exhaled my first hit , watching the smoke swirl into geometric kaleidoscope colors and shapes... then bang gone then slowly poured back into my chair ... all i could do was smile at my buddy and whisper WTF... hats of to who/what ever gave us this gift... ????