A short trip to nowhere

I will preface this report with a bit of background, so (hopefully) it makes more sense...I stopped taking prescription opioids and began consuming cannabis, in various forms, to help manage the constant pain I suffer from fibromyalgia in 2016, and I do consume a fair amount of cannabis daily. I began microdosing magic and non magic mushrooms in 2018. That helped my mental and emotional well being more than I could have ever imagined and more than I would ever have believed. I never followed any protocol for micordosing magic mushrooms, but took them as they called to me. I took .25-.5g every day for 18 months, then the mushrooms stopped calling every day. I have only miscrodosed occasionally over the past few months, never more than .5g in a day, and not at all the week prior to taking the larger dose.

The past year has been all kinds of unsettled, uncomfortable, and chaotic, but I finally felt the time, set, and setting were right for my first tripping dose since beginning my microdosing journey a couple of years ago. I have been feeling the call to dive deeper for a couple of months, but things just never lined up.I began to feel a stronger pull a couple of weeks ago, so I started meditating on it and asking the mushrooms to guide me. 

Then last week mushrooms found me - a friend brought me some B+ tincture made for microdosing, and later that day, as I was cleaning my closet, I found a sealed jar I'd forgotten about (since August) that had 3.5g of multi-strain powdered fruit and .5g piece of (melmac) stem. I researched when the energy would be best for a trip, and October 30 kept coming up, so on that day I ate a light breakfast then fasted, meditated, and did some other prep to be as open as possible for a journey within. 

I tend to get nauseous, even with lemon/ginger tek, with microdosing, so I wanted to avoid getting sick (I always got hella sick on the come up back in the day) as dealing with that sort of physical stress makes the symptoms of fibromyalgia flare up, and that makes me miserable. Part of my prep was to take CBD RSO with my lemon-ginger tea, and smoke a 1g infused preroll in hopes of distracting my tummy. I took .15g RSO + 35 drops (.35g) of the tincture sublingually, swallowed the powdered fruit + stem, drank my tea, smoked my preroll, and waited. Thankfully, NO NAUSEA! That said - I got super high from the cannabis, then began feeling super lifted, like an intense microdose, within about 20 minutes. That got more intense, but no visuals/altered reality. That lasted about 2-2.5 hours then I fell asleep. I do not remember dreaming. 

I guess cannabis won that round. LMAO

Thanks for reading. Stay safe! Mush love!