Very first time psilocybin 3g dry ground libs

I couldn't explain how amazing my last trip was I didn't go in for a laugh it was spiritual and very self discovering. I almost felt like I was existence itself and everything made sense I was everything and nothing at the same time. Time was/is completely irrelevant. The hub of my journey was a big still lake with trees and and sand really bright and warm I remember crying my eyes out with happiness and pure bliss. My trips would come as ripples the lake was like time and existance itself and everything I thought said heard felt or did would cause the lake to start to ripple and then PING I was somewhere else completely. Like on the picture frames in Mario 64. I remember seeing every different trait I have as a person as a fragment and seeing them all combine to make me. I was 1000 people but controlled everyone of them at the same time but individually. Later I asked for some self discovery and to help me fight my dark past and abuse and traumas and I was shot into a fucking cosmos of understanding and self discovery. It got a little dark like a flip book but each page was my most darkest horrible parts and the next page would be my most beautiful pure inerchild and I would flip back and forth like I was watching the balance of my existance my good and bad weigh out in a constant battle until I understood that everything is exactly how it should be. Everything is perfect and nothing matters unless it matters but everything you do has a huge ripple through existance itself its effects everything and nothing at the same time. I'm still making sense of it really so much more happened so many more realities but that's the just of it.