Powerful Dmt experience. Insect beings?

I eyeballed some yellow dmt that had reacted with a trace amount of cbd isolate causing it to clump together and turn purple in some spots. With plenty of prior experiences I knew what to expect, I cant recall the entire first portion, it was very manageable and was great. But once the ego dissolved things got crazy, i was in panic mode thinking maybe I killed myself, my visions changed in sync with my every thought, toying with my mind. It seemed my mind created a face that was my own I attempted to open the eyes, and they cried, but it wasnt tears that came out, it was something random instead.I gave in with no other options. While drifting through chaotic geometry at some point I got talking to these very freaky machine-insect beings made out of anything and everything you could imagine! Constantly changing patterns and colours. Only the heads I could see. I couldnt describe the faces and details if I tried, so complex and very detailed, with some patterns twisting and rotating. They had convinced me I died. And that I died with unfinished business. That I had a life I could of improved in many ways. They suggested I come with them, and I immediately followed, upwards. I didnt know what else to do.I realized this cant be real, I'd rather be alive still. At home wherever I was. I attempted to move my legs and was able to pry my eye open a bit and realized this was all somehow not real and shut it immediately remember that I wanted this. The insect beings were gone. They left without me. I was left with vast, empty horizons, streaming with waving/shimmering pale yellow paint-smears of similar shades.This was my first encounter that I remember from these insect beings. Although I feel I have met them briefly before. This was also my first time communicating with beings. Not sure if I put too much in the bowl or what. Been to "the waiting room" many times, Broke through many times, but never been shook like this before. I've convinced myself that I've just killed myself on a few occasions, but this time other beings convinced me! Dmt is some powerful shit.