Lsd+ really good marijuana

I was told meet my friend behind his house to fish at the river. I arrived at 6, he was due to be there around 8:30 pm. I smoked a couple of bowls as I waited for the 6 tabs I ate to kick in. A couple hours in I look across the river at the concrete piers and realize its the same one my buddies dad used to take us fishing on when I was around 14 or 15 yrs old. My first experience with cocaine was out there. As I thought this I could almost see my 15yr old self and my friends over there fishing. I wanted to yell go home kid! U have no idea what's coming. Then a lil while later a medi chopper went over head. I was reminded of 35 year old me getting air lifted to a hospital because I ripped of a dope dealer, got jumped and had my skull fractured but was so high they couldn't medicate me smh. It was a very humbling trip as I sat on the other side of that river at 42 yrs old and the best version of myself ive ever been.