Breaking down egos, and healing emotional distress on mushrooms

There is a positive glow on mushrooms. I dont feel so happy and relaxed without them. I feel like i was all caught up in the dramatasicm in my emotions. This mushroom trip calms me down emotionally. I feel better resting. I feel some long lasting therapy from this every time, i have an oz. Its kinda fun taking like a 1.5g or 2g. I find some visuals nice and some of the trippier parts of the experience, going undiscovered through only micro. I gotta say i love this settled down vibe. Something really peaceful in this bag of shrooms.I was stuck up in my own emotions that normal human beings think. Not knowing how distressing overthinking can be. I got some medicine for healing through times when i get too distracted in myself. I know mushrooms can settle you emotionally and bring you to a earthy feeling, being at peace. Instead of all the fighting and nonsense in overthinking. Its like i crossed a barrier that you cant cross with that big tough egotistal. I need the ego death to release the mean. I can find therapy in relaxing on my insides and forgetting about all the disasters people can get theirselves into when they get too self consumed.