WTF just happened?????

I tried to have a breakthrough which I have not been successful in doing from the start,  although day one I think I came pretty close. I myhself as soon as i exhaled, that I appeared to be standing in front of God. Hed looked like the Abraham Lincoln Memorial. He was gigantic. The only thing i could ssay to him was, "Im sorry for intruding, i didnt mean for this to happen" and "I don't know how I actually got here" and i started to look around for a door. All of a sudden the ground dissasppeared and my room appeared from the floor up like a 3D printer prints an object. And my friend is looking at me and I'm looking at him and I said am I gonna die? And he said it might feel that way for about 20 minutes but you'll be okay then I started looking at my hands and my arms and it looked like I had reptilian scales my fingers looked like gecko fingers. My friend didn't look any better, and he was really ugly. Then I thought I heard something outside of my room so I got up and I walked out of my room to look to see what it was and everything was normal my skin was back to normal and everything seemed like nothing ever happened. But when I stepped back into my room I returned to what I was tripping on. And so I just sat there in my chair looking at my hands until it all wore off. I believe that was my only breakthrough. I haven't had a breakthrough Since then. So many months later one night I made an effort to push past the Kaleidoscope patterns that I normally see that don't have much color to them except black and gray And I took a larger hit than I normally do out of a bong. Exhaled and then shit got weird. The whole half of my room turned black like licorice there was no color in it it . And my fake colorful palm tree in the corner of my room was all of a sudden kind of limp and shrugged over . it appeared dead. Now even though it appeared that way it would fidget and I felt like there was a dead energy there so I started speaking to it telling it that this room and this house belongs to God the Creator of You. You are not allowed here, it didn't seem to want to go away. My room is lit up with Laser projectors and stuff like that and yet half of my room was dead lifeless and without color black and gray. My black light paintings were black and gray . Everything looked as though you dipped half of my room in black oil. From that point on every time I took a hit and tried to breakthrough the same thing would happen my room would look as though you dipped Half of it in black oil including my bed and myself. I feel like that black energy Is in my room and refuses to leave.

So now each time I take a hit of DMT I would Proclaim quietly out loud to the entities of DMT world that I am a child of God and that evil is not welcome within my thoughts and has no place in my head or in my soul he is my creator and my loyalty is to him.

So when I started doing that I realized that I was starting to see nothing just ugly images of bugs crawling out a bug holes. Serpent Looking kaleidoscope Patterns with no color. I'm not sure what's happened or how to stop it or how to fix it. But it feels like dmt world entities have locked me out or banned me from the inside of whatever it is. Could this be true?