A different kind of breakthrough

I successfully extracted my own DMT at the house. I tried smoking it in an oil burner and got close to what I thought would be a breakthrough, but my technique probably wasn’t good enough and only after a third and fourth rip (which was pretty much smokeless but i could feel my lungs getting something) I would start to get visuals with eyes closed. On some other attempts where I think I smoked more or better, I could really see intense patterns of “conveyor belt” shapes with “tentacles” that emerged from within itself over and over very slowly. They had “gears” on the edges and mysteriously beautiful symbols. I suppose the closest I can get to describing them is like this ▪️????➕✖️????〰️????????◾️???? these symbols seemed to be imprinted in the “tentacles” of this amorphous yet not completely symmetrical “being” that I saw with my eyes closed. That would be as far as I could get smoking on my own. I’d hold the smoke in as long as I could every time, but after ten attempts in as many days I decided I wasn’t doing it right. At times I think I would burn it and the smoke was super harsh. I went and got a water bong made of glass with an oil burner end. Tried some more and still couldn’t get “there” but had more intense results. So I researched and learned about the mod box. Got the vandi vape or whatever for the steel mesh to vaporize it like Misty Mint or Adeptus Psychonautica suggest. And this is where it gets very confusing and I have completely different experiences with the same batch that I cooked at my house. I started off with about 20 mgs. I got similar results as with my previous attempts with the oil burner but no breakthrough yet. I didn’t want to go for the full 50 mgs just to be safe. I messed with the temperature settings, the fixed wattage or constant temperature but still no breakthrough even at 40 mgs. Then one evening, I decided to put like 60 mgs on it. I went in the garage, which is where I normally toke. I have an old car seat that I have set up to recline after each attempt. While I’m reclined, I can see the garage door motor up on top and the bare rafters of the roof with spiderwebs and all. So, back to the 60 mgs. I press the button on the mod box, start to inhale and incredibly, in just three seconds I filled my lungs completely with the smoke. I cough a little but make the effort to hold it in and I’m counting up to twenty and I let out a huge cloud of smoke. Then I look at the drum kit I have in there and it starts to glow brightly. Everything in the garage like my tools, boxes, and random useless things I have in there get brighter and brighter. I have to close my eyes at some point as everything is now too bright to handle and I’m expecting to go through the so called tunnel. Instead I start to feel sick, like I’m having a negative physical reaction to it all. I’m kind of twitching all over for I suppose about a minute. I feel like I’m gonna faint or vomit. Then suddenly and completely the sickness goes away and I open my eyes. The nausea and light headedness vanishes in a second. I’m “back” in my garage except that it now looks bigger, wider, newer. Everything has a sparkling auora around it. There are little plasma looking threads of light that very slowly emanate from my hands, the garage door motor, the bookcase, the tools. I feel like I’m in the presence of something. I feel it looking at me as if from above me. I don’t feel wierd anymore. Also there are these straight lines of dim light going from one side of the garage to the other. And from the floor to the roof. Like a grid. I feel like another dimension has just now opened up in my garage. I feel like the presence is caressing me. Exploring me. But I’m right there in my garage! I’m not in DMT land and I don’t see any entities! It’s an additional dimension that has opened up right there all around me. I attempt to get up but still can’t. I’d lose my balance if I did. I just know it. But I ask the presence “Hello? Anybody there?” No answer, just the light grid around me. It looks like I’m inside a tesseract. Made of glass. I see and feel its edges and the “grid” measures about a foot from one steak to the other. I feel greateful that Im being allowed to be in that other dimension and I say “Thank you! Thank you for letting me see this!” When I look around, everything around me feels like it’s floating in water and the strings of plasma coming out of almost everything begin to subside ever so slowly. I’m completely amazed at what I’m seeing and want to get up and touch the grid but still can’t manage to get up from the old car seat. The visuals continue to decrease more slowly and soon enough I’m just sitting there completely “back” to this reality wondering what the hell just happened. I shouldn’t be able to have my eyes open during all that. I should be in DMT land! With the entities! But I STILL haven’t been there… I was somewhere else. I tried again the next day but my experience was very different then. And about that one I’ll tell next time. Thank you