To Infinity and Beyond!

10 grams of ground Melmac into a mug filled with lemon juice. I let the grounds soak for about 30 mins and the mixture turns a extremely dark blue that I called black. I then proceeded to drink the potion pulp and all. Within 15 mins I became cold and anxious. Naturally I pulled a blanket over me to get comfortable. All the while my visuals were taking off behind my eye lids. Shadowy demonic figures climbing through mirrors. It made me feel a bit paranoid. So I was trying to keep my eyes open. I couldn't but continuing to notice it till I fulfilled an urge to move and shot up to my toes and started walking around. The ringing sound described while coming up on DMT began to be present in my ears. Still walking on my toes toward my bed to relax into what was about to come. I would fall onto my bed in silly ways smiling and blasting off into trip after trip. Every time I did this it felt like I could dissolve into it forever. Everytime I would stand up out of them back onto my toes I would be smiling and speaking in a very high pitched sounding voice about love and how perfect everything is. Loving realm after realm filled my visuals till I threw my arms up and said "This is it. We're here. What do we want to know?" So filled with joy and love I couldn't even begin to think or realize anything I wanted to know because I was so content. It felt as though I was in yhe cosmic library of the akashic records. I became connected to the infinite and began to see that everyone is perfect and exactly what they were meant to be. I felt as a witness to our divinity as sentient beings. I kept saying things like "I love so much!" "Everything just looks and feels so beautiful and perfect." In my joy I started to take my clothes off till I noticed my wife/trip sitter laughing at me. So I pulled my pants back up. Spinning around on my toes and making a ridiculous high pitched squeal or ring from time to time and then laughing so hard. I kept acting like I was going to or even could climb our walls.(that's what trip sitters are for) my wife reminded me to be careful and that may not be a good idea. I laughed and said " I just feel like I want to be high off the ground." After about 5 hrs of all that I noticed it was getting late and I wanted try to get some sleep. So I went to smoke my come down bowl of cannabis. For some reason I could bring myself to physically do it. My thoughts were racing around. So tip toed to the bathroom and caught myself in the mirror. I couldn't help but start to laugh. I then crawled back to my bowl. Sitting in the dark because I didn't turn the light on. I started to feel the universe. When I came to I was able to smoke my bowl and get in my bed. I watched That 70's Show with my wife till she fell asleep. Lights out. While in the dark drinking my tea and reflecting on what I could remember had just happened my eyes filled with tears of joy and happiness. I knew it was a special trip I just had experienced and I was extremely greatfull. I decided to pray that everyone could feel my love that night.