The aggressive beast that Jimjam is...

Eyeballed a little chunk of the Jimmy. Sammiched er between some undesirable ground up marijuana stems and leafs that have been sifted thoroughly.Took as much as me lungs could take. I barely made it back to my bed in time to lay down because I started to shut down quickly... I laid down and closed my eyes and let go. I knew before this point that i was in for a treat! Didn't take long before the jester entities were manipulating everything and showing off their 3D art skills. Morphing together everything I've ever know.Jim jam is very aggressive. I love it!Just went deeper than usual. Lost more of my ego than usual. And they were relentlessly hard on me everytime i questioned anything. The images and art were incredible. More memorable than my other breakthroughs. I was at the mercy of the entities. By choice. My tears were the only indicator that i was still alive.I couldnt form a single thought. I just knew i wanted this. Once I get to the point where I can't control my tears, I'm always teased when I try to wipe my tear and I still see the tear come anyways. I could only touch and wipe my eyes. I had no other control of myself as these entities were aggressively mocking me. If I formed a thought, before I can process it, I am instantly reminded I don't have control by an entity showing their presence, or the exact opposite of my thought happens, to their entertainment it seems.Good times! What a fuckin ride! The comedown was also very beautiful. As I'm in these banded, streaking "tunnels" of faint light, usually an orangish yellowish colour, or bluish.Wish I was still there!