Chānga

Today Went for a 20+ mile ride in the bosque (the woods surrounding the Rio Grande). Came home, took a shower, and weighed out 4 100mg doses. 2 for me, 2 for my partner. We sat out on the back patio. Our usual spot. It was a bit too warm. I think it was about 100f. But, it was shady. We made it work. My partner uses Chānga to help with her eating disorder. She’s been struggling again lately, so it was definitely time. We saged ourselves and the area. Sat quietly with some Icaros setting intentions. 3 big breaths in and out. Then one giant hit. The come-up on this batch was markedly delayed, maybe 15-30 seconds. But soon we were both launched. I was feeling a lot of stuff. Things at work have been a struggle lately. The world is crazy. My brother has been staying with us. I sat with the experience until the afterglow began. I was crying. Then I took my second hit. It didn’t hit as hard. It was much more pleasant. During the second afterglow, we sat and talked. We had a deep and loving conversation about our struggles and traumas. It was very intimate. This is probably my 6th Chānga session. This medicine just blows my mind. Fills my heart with love and gratitude. Anyways… that’s my story.