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September 11, 2021 10:36 am

Hello everybody, i thought that i would share my story on here with you all about how dmt has changed my life. I was a heroin addict for close to 30 years with 5 trips made to prison. All dope cases. ... View MoreHello everybody, i thought that i would share my story on here with you all about how dmt has changed my life. I was a heroin addict for close to 30 years with 5 trips made to prison. All dope cases. I was caught up in the Hustle Lifestyle and all that dumb shit that came with it. My last time in prison i had read about dmt and how it is used to treat ptsd,depression, traumatic life experience and addiction. Upon my release i sought it out and put my foot on the gas. Doing so in true excess to the addictive character within me. I was back to Hustling with surely the sound of that cell door slamming somewhere out in front of me. Naturally, i didn't want that to happen, but i seemed to be on autopilot. During my dmt experiences i always felt like i was getting ready to be given the answer, but it was always just out of reach. So during one session while bathed in silver light i poured my heart out to it. Quite literally my profession to the source, to God. I asked to be a student, to be shown the way. Even challenged it to show the arrogance of my ego, then asked it to kill that Motherfucker{Myself/Ego} to get it out of the way so i could learn something. A handful of months later..... Last dec 24th i had hands down the absolute most profound moment of my life. The Holy Fucking Grail of Psychedelic Experiences. I had a Near Death Experience. It was so tethered to my masculinity..... so full of all that bravado, machismo, pride, fears, failures and a bunch of other shit that i cannot seem to ever find the words for. The very breaking of center of my True Self. As i was flying thru every color on the electromagnetic scale, Kaleidescaping all around me i was Lovingly shattered back into the brilliant bright white light of Creation. Oh My Fucking God!!!!! I had been a lost and Broken~Broken man for so long. No belief in the Gods of The Times as peddled by the masses.... scared for what might await on the other side... if even there was anything, which seemed to be equally as scary. That night i didn't just tap the brakes, i stood up on the Motherfucker. It showed me what lies beyond the veil of mortality. The repetition of endless lives became so clear to me. Certainly the REALIST shit that has ever happened to me. No words in any language can capture the true depth and beauty it deserves. My last time in prison i was on the Polunsky Unit in Texas. Spent 5 years there. Second worst prison in America according to Mother Jones Magizine and the Hardest place to do time in Texas. We led the state in inmate on inmate homicide every year i was there. 4 were killed the last year i was there. That's not even the hard part. This is where Death Row is housed in Texas. They execute them in Huntsville, but they live out their final years on Polunsky. Make no mistake, them boys are kept in solitary confinement, but my first year on the unit my inmate job was working 12 building. That is death row and administrative segregation. In all my years of doing bad shit, i never thought that I'd have a front row seat to the gears of the Texas killing machine. Being Buddhist by belief, this was an overly severe mind fuck for me. I watched 13 men be taken away to be executed that year. I still remember most of their names. Of course there were others i knew that followed in the years to follow and i still know many still awaiting to die.... forgive my incessant ramblings, my point is to convay that that alone was enough to keep me hurting and getting high the rest of my life. I saw no way out of that life that led me there...A Broken~Broken Man..... dmt changed that. So dec 24th i knew what had taken place with me was so much more than a Spiritual Awakening, or a Spiritual Experience. It was Enlightenment! And my friends, you cannot have Enlightenment without Life Change. I immediately quit hustling, i walked away from a heroin habit that caused the rest of the world to lose hope and give up on me. My addiction was taken clean out of my life and what was left in its place is a Light That Burns As Bright As One Thousand Suns. All i want to do is to help others. To live my life in servitude to my fellow human and to nurture the connection that i have found with the Collective Consciousness and the other side. I have had 4 nde's now, but i sincerely feel that i am only bouncing of the wall. Won't get the grand tour until the end of this life. Still yet, the "Bouncing Off The Wall," is a Ridiculously Badd~Ass Double High~Five, Chest Bump, Double Kick Out With The Feet Jumping To The Back&Side! Our Creators Are Pimps.... Complete With Intergalactic Cadillacs and Mink Coats......i am in a complete and total state of emotional awe at the Beauty, The Complexity, The Love that they've drenched this experience of life with. There will NEVER be a day that i do not think about it, Marvel At It..... For the rest of my years. I can only hope that at the time of my physical death that i am alert and awake.. I Will Have A Smile From Ear To Ear... Certainly no longer afraid to shed this mortal shell to be Beautifully Shattered Back Into The Brilliant Bright White Light Of Creation....."Welcome Back Motherfucker, "....... Repeat Process Infiniti........

With The Highest Vibration...I Love You All

~Thegypsy

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Amanoro

What a beautiful journey!

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Mycelinoob

How profoundly inspirational... I must have the dmt experience sooner than later

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Joey Green

Thank you for bearing your bruised, battered but still very much beautiful soul for all to see! Its exactly light like yours which provides others hope and motivates change through illumination of your own path out of the darkest of woods and back out into the brilliant light! May much more peace,... View More

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Ratfink11

So wonderful to read this!! Thank you so very much for sharing. I am finding out now what wonders are offered up to me, to us

Like 1 September 13, 2021