MysticKev

So I have only ever bought DMT from a friend and have got used to what 30mg does to me. yesterday I loaded up 30mg of my freshly extracted DMT (first time extraction!) and thought that would be a good trial, to test out what I had yielded myself. Well! It caught me completely off guard!? I laid back on my bed and it had me completely. For the first time ever I found myself fighting it and IT GOT VERY STRANGE. I think I was in that very uncomfortable and challenging ‘halfway’ stage... All I could sort of ‘feel’ was my jaw, my bottom jaw felt like it was above my head and my top jaw was under my chin!? I could see crazy colours and patterns and everything was rotating. The music I was listening to was skipping about and going in reverse it was madness. It was like my atoms had been smudged about like I was sort of melted into a puddle. I felt like I wasn’t breathing so I focused as hard as I could on taking breaths and staying alive! This obviously was very very uncomfortable and challenging. There was the odd moment where everything stopped rotating and I felt like I had regained a tiny bit of control, but as soon as it happened the dmt was like ‘nope! You chose to smoke this so do not even think you have any control whatsoever’. In an instant everything began turning again and my atoms where smudged about again. It was like the dmt was demonstrating its sheer power. It happened about 4 times and each time I thought I was back in control, it lasted about 1 second and then BAM! The dmt just had me again, no gradual increase, just 0-100 in an instant, back feeling like my body was melted away and all I could feel was my jaw which was smudged around again. I could feel how effortless it was for the dmt to do this, and it really was like the dmt was demonstrating just how powerful it can be. I realise now that up until this trip, the dmt has been very easy on me, it’s given me such a crazy respect for it all. I really thought I respected it before but oh maaaan I do now on a whole new level!