MinnesotaMagi

Thank you for supporting me through my journey into the world of dmt. I’m happy I found my way here when I was experimenting with dmt. I think I might have done too much. I tried to go all the way through to the other side. I broke through. The universe split into two copies of itself like a cell dividing and the other cell told me I was in charge of the new universe. I felt overwhelmed immediately and my new universe just popped, like a balloon full of smoke, and everything vanished into nothingness. My mind panics and feels alone, but I remain calm and wait. After what seems like eternity, out of the emptiness my hand appears and gives me hope that not all is lost. I manage to recreate the universe somehow. Eventually after eons everything returns to normal and I am glad it’s back that way. I liked the experience because it showed me how easily our minds are fooled but I felt like it showed me something new and interesting every time. I was going in deep every night before bed. Then one evening before I even touch it, I had a spontaneous trip while playing dominos with my roomie. Suddenly I became a bald eagle and see a bullet flying into my eye, it kills me and I fall out of the sky into cold water in the black eye hole of a giant skull then it rewinds and happens again and again over and over on repeat. Some kind of voice says I must die as a sacrifice so the gods would be appeased and disaster averted, it was rather horrible because it seemed to go on forever and I was in this nightmare loop until I snapped out of it momentarily. I see my roommate and ask him to help me up and to my room. Once I get into my room I start to change into a t-Rex. I look into the mirror and I transform into the grim reaper, then Superman, then a baby, then Neil de grass Tyson, then jojo siwa, then I become a big crate of tnt and I explode. It’s like the Big Bang all the way through to the heat death of the universe plays out over and over. My name plays on repeat over and over letter by letter and somehow I hear everything in it all at once and it all makes perfect sense why everything is the way it is. “I” am (is) god in some sense the “I” being the collective oversoul of humanity. I see the days of the week going by in a rhythm over and over like a loop. I begin to wonder when I hear myself. “Because I am all of my own imagination, which is everything and everyone, I experienced it all.” And so it all connects and I’m in awe of the simplicity and beauty and horror and the sublime mystery then a rapid download of all this happens in that explosion then it goes back to the start And I become a trex again and so on and it and plays on repeat. I don’t know why it seemed to be repeating, maybe I’m getting loopy. That was an insane intense trip from out of the blue. I don’t know if it was dmt related but it might have more so been from the chemotherapy drugs. I’m not sure but to this day I am scared to play dominos because I remember dying millions of times and morphing into all those different things and people on loop. It seemed like maybe a mix of salvia and dmt but I don’t think I was on salvia at the time. Anyhoot that’s my report, thanks for reading it. I hope you enjoyed this little peek into my mind.