Looking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who lo... View MoreLooking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who loves rap. I used to be a dancer in Hawaii but now I'm back in Pa living with my mom and 2 of my kids. I smoke weed, and I have ALOT of experience with LSD and MDMA (not as fond of mushrooms as I like LSD more). I am a person that's always ok tripping and I don't freak out, Im good at calming others if they're having a bad trip. I can't find DMT to try. I really really am yearning to do it, but in the meantime I read all I can about it. I love to read. At the moment I'm Real into DMT, Alternatative realities, possibility of our existence being simulated, artificial intelligence, and Elon Musk right now. We are all cells of ONE entity, ONE love.....all God. And I just lost my soulmate of 15yrs to an OD in Dec. While I was in jail then rehab. So I'm learning to be alone now. I'm devastated but still going.....my biggest goal is to quit using heroin permanently. Really want to meet some cool people that are into deep stuff like I am.
MichelleG
Female.
Lives in McKeesport, United States.
Born on December 7, 1976.
Is widowed.
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Looking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who lo... View More
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I just wanna be numb all the time. It HURTS to be alive right now.
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Victor1
I know the feeling. Maybe not as well as you, but we alone carry out burdens.. Being numb and not facing are emotions will only carry us further into the darkness.
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June 16, 2020