Looking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who lo... View MoreLooking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who loves rap. I used to be a dancer in Hawaii but now I'm back in Pa living with my mom and 2 of my kids. I smoke weed, and I have ALOT of experience with LSD and MDMA (not as fond of mushrooms as I like LSD more). I am a person that's always ok tripping and I don't freak out, Im good at calming others if they're having a bad trip. I can't find DMT to try. I really really am yearning to do it, but in the meantime I read all I can about it. I love to read. At the moment I'm Real into DMT, Alternatative realities, possibility of our existence being simulated, artificial intelligence, and Elon Musk right now. We are all cells of ONE entity, ONE love.....all God. And I just lost my soulmate of 15yrs to an OD in Dec. While I was in jail then rehab. So I'm learning to be alone now. I'm devastated but still going.....my biggest goal is to quit using heroin permanently. Really want to meet some cool people that are into deep stuff like I am.
MichelleG
Female.
Lives in McKeesport, United States.
Born on December 7, 1976.
Is widowed.
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Looking to transcend my mindset and life. I am a mom and grandmother, raver, Buddhist hippie who lo... View More
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I need help bad. I lost my husband of 15yrs in Dec. Of overdose. I can't seem to pull myself together. I am alone and stuck cause i wrecked the car and i fell so bad about everything. Im off my me... View More
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4/24
Victor1
What sounds so second nature michelle? Being lazy? I agree being lazy is so much easier to do lol. But very unfulfilling.. Every day i choose to be lazy.. Im unhappy when i lay in bed at night and think "fuck... I could have done so much more today.. But i chose to be a lazy fuck" lol although rest ... View More
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June 17, 2020
kelly
Michelle, as everyone has told you, there are some of the best people around the world right here in this group. a lot of huge hearted people who will do what they can to talk and listen with you through this ordeal. I am sorry for your loss of your soul mate, i understand just how hard that can be ... View More
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June 17, 2020
MichelleG
Im listening to Bach trying to transcend this
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June 17, 2020
MichelleG
Thank you
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June 17, 2020