Ok so its truth time. Im DEA, and a lot of yall are going to jail right now. Just kidding. No but ive taken a break from psychedelics for more than a year until recently. During that time, ive pic... View MoreOk so its truth time. Im DEA, and a lot of yall are going to jail right now. Just kidding. No but ive taken a break from psychedelics for more than a year until recently. During that time, ive picked up an affinity for cocaine. Terrible drug to fall in love with. Anyone whos tried it i feel can easily see why someone would stick with it especially if you have friends that like it too. Its poison and i havent touched it it for about 2 weeks. And i weened off for a while until that last sack. Also i picked up smoking cigarettes. One night i got so drunk with strangers at a bar i hadnt ever visited that i wound up saying screw it and traveled the city with a meth head rolling bowls until the sun came up. This was because this stranger said i should try it. My withdrawals ladted a week and were so bad that i deleted this strangers number, and thats what eventually lead to my decision to stop the powder intake. I wanted to thank everyone here for giving me a safe haven to discuss what most definitely is helping me stay away from coke. I genuinely love the people here and have missed the names i recognize. Even the new faces. I have quit smoking cigarettes with the help of weed. To those of you struggling with addiction of any kind, stick to it. Dont hang the noose. This world is not done with you. You are deeply loved by a calling made just for you in mind. There will be bad days. Mush love to you in dark times. Think of life as one big trip. Its not bad, just difficult at times. Theres a meaning here. Lets find it together! I might be a stranger to you, but i consider myself a brother to ALL. if you hate me, i will try my hardest to love you. If you have a problem and reach out to me, i might not know what to tell you except that i love you. Dont feel alone because you are not. Somewhere, there's a wise old sage that has stepped into the same muck that you are covered in. You will find a way to love that reflection of yours when you realize that your current situation is not a painting of who you are but what will make you stronger, wiser, and older in the end. Addiction can be a crash course in self improvement, and LOVE 101. Stay hopeful, my beautiful siblings. Each to be a wise, old sage to someone who looks just like your current situation. Im rambling. But i love you. Dont. Give. Up.
Thank you for sharing brother. And for honesty. Im glad to hear stories like this and self-awareness that comes with it. You can only grow through struggle. Love a peace to you.