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Let it be known that I was home, taking the day off from work, tripping balls hippy flipping when my phone would not shut up for the text alerts.Every single person I work directly with is positive fo... View More
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Jackoff Julie
I feel so badly for you and wish for safe recovery for your coworkers.
Not only is it serious as a heart attack but I have a friend who was sick for a couple of months before released to go back to work on limited duty with multiple organ damage. She's managing as best she can but she's fucked for ... View More
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November 29, 2020
Friendofmine
I'm so sorry everyone tested positive. I hope you're negative. The long term damage this virus does, even to those with mild symptoms, is also very serious. FennecFox I am immunocompromised/part of the 1% that will likely die if I get it - fuck you for being so casual about the devastating and preve... View More
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November 29, 2020
aliendaddy
i was positive .... i know 110% i was, yet my results came back "inconclusive." they werent going to test me, until i told them my mom tested positive! i swear on my life my lungs havent felt the same since. i had pneumonia, the whole nine. it felt like needles were stabbing my lungs constantly. i n... View More
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November 29, 2020
aliendaddy
i hope you stay safe in the midst of this pandemic (sorry my comment got cut off)
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November 29, 2020
I was looking through my old stuff and came across this memento of the coolest party I ever got invited to... Had to share!
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So I had some penis envy that someone shared concerns came from a clone bred for size but not of the legendary PE potency and maybe not even up to typical cubensis potency.
Keeping this in mind, I decided on a really solid dose any way you cut it of 4gm. I also got some of that Fever Tree ginger beer, drank some in advance and the rest to wash them down with. Why? Shocked the shit out of me to hear ginger is a mild MAO A inhibitor. A quick visit to google scholar confirms. And that brand has all kinda ginger in it.
So there I was chewing on the first mouthful- about a gram. Moistening the cardboard with spit and ginger and I havent even swallowed any yet. Was it my imagination or was I starting to come on? Naaaah. Must be placebo. There's no way I'd get appreciable amounts absorbed through the mucus membranes in my mouth.
Swallow the chewed bolus and pop the 2d gm in my mouth. Nope. Definitely *not* my imagination. Less than a minute after starting to chew this dried penis envy and I have not yet swallowed the second gram and I'm coming on really, really fast. I did not know this was possible. And I still had 2 gm to go. Well, it seemed like the thing to do at the time; damn the torpedoes, full steam. Rumors of diminished potency were unfounded to say the least. I'd really like to know just how potent those shrooms were (in multiples of regular strength cubes). More than a few times the potency and I took a lot. Looking back, I have that image while coming on of Madeline Kahn singing, "O, sweet mystery of life at last I found you!"
I layed down. There was no time to put on music before I was too wasted to do so. No lights, either. So I climb under the comforter in bed. There was me and this expanse of covers and I'm still cold because mushrooms do that to me in my old age. And the covers seem to kind of go on forever but maybe not; they are sharing the space with the void. The void is bumping up against the covers and by extension bumping up against me. The void was formless until I came along, and now it could define itself by the interface with me. It liked that very much and was grateful. Not that there was so much recognizably 'me' going on- my ego was dissolved enough that I could relate to the void.
And since my ego pretty much had left the building, the void was fascinated with my body - the anatomy and kinesiology of my torso, particularly the workings of my shoulder. It caused me to move randomly as it started messing with my circuitry. That torso (well, the right side including part of the face) went effectively on display like some kinetic department store mannequin to include various fashionable sports coats and the like.
And how that shoulder and arm could move. In fact, it was running through all kinds of low level sub routines- behaviors that were stereotypical and requiring no thought, things like scratching, yawning, grunting and yelling. It was having me do all these movements and it was keeping notes and rewiring. I was beyond restless in bed. Squirming tossing, turning. All involuntary. Automatism. Like in limbic seizures. It went on for hours and was pretty exhausting but I suppose I didn't mind. The universe was rewiring me for the better.
My ego started returning for brief moments at a time at first, gradually more frequent until, poof, *c'est moi!* The void rewired me so it could communicate better through me. Nice.
Bodhisattva, won't you take me by the hand? Can you show me? Bodhisattva Bodhisattva Bodhisattva
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