I'll swear and then I'll feel a feeling of empathy for the people around me who go to church and live respectful lives as human beings not swearing as much as I do, maybe not even at all.  I feel the love that they give me and all of the beauty in them makes me want to change.  I don't want to swear like I've been anymore, I need to change my ways.   If I am doing something wrong in my life at this point in the experience I'll feel it.  I'll feel the feeling of empathy and the feeling that I ...

There are 1 - 2 months left of my microdosing journey with iboga: the plant teacher.  My mind doesn't feel the same after some time already on the microdose.  1 gram daily is making my mind feel more positive and it's opening up a new way of thinking for me in there.   I went from feeling low to feeling quite positive.  It's a whole lot easier to observe my thoughts now in a whole new light.  I'll smoke weed but not feel like buying any more for the rest of the month keeping in mind that I ha...