Last night around midnight after doing some dmt We decided to eat the mushrooms that I got from a friend of a friend with a friend of mine who I haven’t seen for a while. We wanted to celebrate him being sober from alcohol for one month so We split an eighth. We ate them around midnight. By 1 o’clock I started to feel them kicking in. We played 9 ball pool and chatted about life, things looked a little bit cartoonified and more vibrant, the walls got a little wavy gravy and wiggly squiggly. My ...

I decided to try the acacia dmt again last night. For a second time. I took one big rip, probably about 75mg. The visuals were so trippy I struggled to gain any meaningful insight from the peak of the experience. I remember seeing a melting morphing checkerboard pattern with some kind of “machine elf” that seemed to be controlling the motion of the vision. It was too intense to behold and I opened my eyes briefly to ground myself but it seemed like I was in an entirely different room and I se...

So a few weeks ago a friend and I were sitting outside at a picnic table on one of the last days of summer. We were listening to music and enjoying the fresh air. Once a good song I liked came on I whipped out my trusty yocan vape and loaded a large helping of dmt into it. I took a big puff and passed it to my friend. He hit it hard and we both sat there doing a special breathing technique I learned online that is supposed to increase dmt levels naturally. I didn’t have any visuals other tha...

Last time I did dmt I tried a new kind that was extracted from acacia instead of the mimosa extract I normally work with. It seemed to be much more potent than the mimosa. As it kicked in I felt my mind expand and I started to see the bigger picture of how everything is connected. Like all the pieces of the puzzle clicked together. It seemed like I understood everything and it all seemed like a big joke or riddle or game and then it started to fade and I forgot the punchline and normality was...

So, in some of my DMT trips and other drug experiences I got the impression that I was the devil and I was in hell, and I was trapped for eternity in my own universe, a prison made to keep me out of heaven because I was prideful and I loved myself instead of God. In the lucid moments it seemed that literally everyone else was already in heaven, looking down on me, wishing and hoping and praying that I would eventually see the light and return home to heaven and serve God. In these visions I saw ...