"No sympathy for the Devil, keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride" - Hunter S. Thompson.S... View More"No sympathy for the Devil, keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride" - Hunter S. Thompson.Slightly unhinged creative idiot. Amateur artist/sculpture. Mainly work with wood carving. Currently working as a Prep Chef for a major frozen food company in Kent. Wannabe writer and actor, planning on moving to Liverpool in the near future to attempt to start a production company with some close friends who have similar ambitions.Living that caravan life with my partner in crime and future wife for life. Got kicked out of home and stopped talking to my toxic family at the beginning of lockdown. Life's been tough but the roughest storms make the hardiest sailor.I've been a psychonaut since I was a teenager and discovered self induced lucid dreaming through meditation. Altering my state of consciousness as a means of escape from my depressing life has been a passtime since I was 15.Super nerdy, from Lord of the rings, to Marvel, DC and some manga. I love anything made with passion and love. Also mad into my music, mainly the Palm Desert Scene and early punk. Think Queens of the stone age and Black flag. But also love anything made with soul. Hoping my path in life leads to happiness, but I'm content with what I've got already.
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Always been a somewhat proud person, never liked to bother people with my problems but I like to help others. So I'm incredibly proud that ive finally phoned a doctor to discuss my mental health and t... View More
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Hugs. Keep pushing. It ebbs and flows. Ride the wave when you’re at the top, and swim like hell when your at the bottom. It sounds like you have the right mindset.
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Had 5 tabs left from a batch I bought a few weeks ago. Me and my trip buddy took a tab and a half each 220ug. My girlfriend trip sat us. We started by watching Fantastic Fungi, my buddy hadn't seen it yet and he needed to learn about the power of mushrooms and Paul Stamants. 20 minutes after taking the acid we both began to feel the chemical take hold. The documentary ended and I turned on the lights. The floor looked as though it had an old school 3d blue and red filter on it. The walls where alive with movement and ambient light shifted hues intermittently.
We then watched A Scanner Darkly as he'd never seen it (amazing film to watch sober or twisted) as the film went on we both got higher, eyes watering from the blue light of the TV. After a discussion on addiction and some philosophy we then wacked out the Wii to relive some childhood memories. Unfortunately we where too fucked up to work the remotes and gave up shortly.
My girlfriend than suggested we go out. My trip buddy has always dropped indoors and stayed there. He'd never experienced nature in all its psychedelic glory. So after much convincing, 30 minutes of me trying to roll joints for the walk with my girlfriends assistance, and an obliged cuddle with my cat. We set off in the car for our local beach (I live on an island about an hour's drive from London) it was midnight when we left. Climbing into the back of my girls car we both sparked up and braced for the intense drive along dark and bendy country roads (You Americans don't know what fear is until you've been down a narrow windy road at 60mph with no idea what's coming round the corner)
Arriving we parked up and set off. It was virtually pitch black minus the street lights along the road. We got onto the path and made our way along the rocky coast towards the cliffs. Finding a spot along the sea wall to sit we stared out into the abyss ahead. It was a bright clear sky. Enough stars in the sky to see the cluster of the milky way. We sat and talked for an hour or so. The horizon was large enough you could see the curvature of the Earth, with the acid in our bodies more sensitive to stimuli allowing both of us to really see that we're on a globe. It was like being a pin someone had stabbed into a ball. The lights of ships in the distance danced on the water, the waves creating an endless repeating pattern on the water.
Looking up I began to stare deeper at the stars, not blinking to allow more and more light into my eye. Suddenly lines began to form between the stars creating mad and elaborate constellations above me. They then began to turn into these massive geometric structures as I could tell the distance between each dot. It was like seeing an invisible highway connecting the universe (mycelium network from Star trek anyone)
After a while we then began to head back, that's when things turned a bit south. My girlfriend began to panic as she realised something was on her, I noticed something large on her head silhouetted in the light. She then flipped out, throwing off her jacket and flailing her arms in the air like a mad woman, I rushed to her and calmed her down. (She has a few phobias) I pulled out my torch and checked her over (not that I could discern anything on her as I was peaking hard at this point) I told her she was fine and then placed my torch light on the ground to her jacket, next to it was the body of what I initially thought was a small field mouse. She began to cry thinking she'd killed an adorable little mouse. I consoled her, and tried to make her laugh to cheer her up. She calmed down and grabbed her jacket, then looked closer at the creature for a better inspection.
Screaming like a banshee she then bolted causing me and my friend to panic and follow her in sprint. I'm trying to tell myself we're overreacting whilst the acid is telling me a nasty monster is chasing us down. We made our way back to the car and git back in. Instantly making our way home. She then told me it wasn't a mouse. But some kind of giant shelled insect it crustacean with lots of little legs. Whatever it was she had killed it.
She went off to bed and me and my friend took another tab each carried on the night playing mariokart and Halo on my PC. He fell asleep at 6am and I went and laid in bed with my girl and watched some funny videos until they both woke up.
Spent the rest of the day at a tree climbing challenge sleep deprived and still a bit disconnected from reality. 250m metre zip lines are a great way to sober up haha.
Overall was a great night and day if adventure with a little adversary from our dead little monster.
Peace.
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Hi everyone! Joined up a while ago but just been occasionally glancing through anytime I'm bored. Long time pot head of 10 years and been taking LSD occasionally for 4. I'm 24 btw. In the last few mon... View More
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Thanks for sharing. Welcome! The ppl here are truly fantastic caring individuals. Feel free to share any feeling you have. You are around genuine ppl( for the most part)
Welcome to the world my man. We’re all beautifully crazy in our own way here. I’m sure you’ll be well received!