zweifel8

So, one thing I wanted to share is this. I am gay male and I am exclusively the active partner.  I took DMT four or five times in 2018 and 2019.  Now, sometimes when I am really going at it in bed, my visual field becomes cartoonish or fractal or stylized or hyperspace. Like, when I really thrust, my visual field will appear this way, radiating outwards from the center. It is as if the visual distortion one gets from intense physical exertion has been changed, and now it exhibits a hallucinatory quality that is what I experienced on DMT.  Perhaps after DMT, this is how my mind makes sense of that distortion.

So, I took three hits. I was already tripping when I was holding the second hit and I almost put the pen down, but I decided to go for it. I should probably have taken a fourth. Rather immediately I was in the geometric room and it was fairly bright and intense. The hyperspace geometry, the multiple dimensions. This was triangular like my second trip, rather than the tunnel of my first trip or the snakes and salamander patterns of my third trip. BUT. I mean, I think I might have achieved a mild breakthrough because I was definitely in a different world, and I met sentient entities. Because I kept focusing on this distortion in the center of the room I was in and it was very different, it was yellow and had different geometry. and while I was still in this complex, hyperspace room, I sensed two entities. And at this moment, I started hearing "beep boop" kinds of sounds like you would in a hokey 1950s sci fi movie, or something. I didn't get any real sort of look at them, but it was two of them. It was a masculine presence on my left, and a feminine presence in front of me, up and to the right. They were so playful and so silly and cute! They were kinda making fun of me, that suddenly there was this other entity in their room, and they were laughing at the fact that I had appeared. The masculine presence felt like very jovial and playful young black man who was playful and nice and was really welcoming - I think he was wearing a hat. The feminine presence was a bit more mature, like an older sister to him, where she was scolding him not to make me feel embarrassed, telling him to be nice, I was new here. I think I was in their nursery or their bedroom, and they were just playing in there and then suddenly here is this cute and weird entity that has appeared and he seems to be a bit upset and worried about stuff, and those problems were actually really cute for them, and they just so nice to me, and it felt like we were in puffy light yellow clouds of beds and lots of stuffed animals and weird beep-boop sounds and they were just so nice to me! I was an object and a plaything to them but they were so nice!!  I realized I was in their toychest. Eventually I faded back into my world. I kept my eyes under the eye mask for a while just to enjoy the visuals even though I knew I was returning. It took me a little while to realize that these were probably children or young adolescents in this other world that I had met. They were just so playful.  Basically my DMT breakthrough were two little black kids who were far cooler than me making fun of me, in a nice way.