So, for context this girl and I have been talking about 2 weeks and met the first time about a week ago. Psychedelic healing was one of the topics that brought us together. We had set to take mushrooms together, but we needed somewhere to go as she had her dog with her. We decided to get an Airbnb hovel on a farm. So, we drove about 3 hours to get out there, and arrived around 5pm. We quickly learned that we didn’t consider how cold it would be that night. It was already starting to drop, and ev...

So it was pretty wild I took half a gram of my GT mushrooms and smoked a little weed as usual. I felt it hitting strong(comparable to my previous highest at 1.5g) and had been feeling lonely because it was New Years and while I know that means nothing it still “means” something to a certain extent when you feel vulnerable. Been going through a lot of shit in life. And I recently cut ties with mom for good, possibly brother for a long while. They are what I have learned to call energy vampires so...

The second time I drank ayahuasca it was the same dose, and I was back in my living room. This time my wife was with me from the start. The buildup was very similar as before and I found myself in the bathroom like last time. I walked back and forth from the living room to there multiple times but never reached a point of throwing up like I felt. I did experience some slight diarrhea, but with my IBS this was not unusual. I came back in the living room and we started to set up the chess board to...

The first time I drank it I was in the living room watching the great Muppet Caper movie and I was alone to start. The Muppets have always been one of the few things I can say I purely enjoy in this world and has been that way since I was a kid. for whatever reason about 48 hours prior I had the thought to start watching the movies in chronological order. As I made it through that movie, I moved onto the Muppet Christmas carol. This movie in particular has always been an interesting topic becaus...