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***Angels talk? *** A couple of months ago I was living in a monastery one day I was laying on the floor crying because I had a break down and I had a spiritual experience (I was totally sober) with like angel talking to me or something, I don't know. They were talking to me as I was like a "Jeanne d'arc" kinda person and that I have something to bring to others, as a teacher (shaman???) and that I must Be careful to Who I Give Myself to. They said to me that I need to do "abstinence", French word about restrain sexual activity. Which I am doing quite well without difficulty. So, yes I heard voices in my head while being in that monastery for two months and a half... things are changing very drastically in my life. It's like everything was planned and written and I cannot do nothing about it but just watch. I'm kind of obsessed with Jeanne d'Arc right now, and every time I see a statue or a picture of her, I take a time to look at it and reflect on the meaning of my Reality. I'm In A mental hospital right now because my life was very chaotic in the last year so I've been seeing a specialist, but I Didn't talk about the voices that I heard before to not complicate my situation... Of course, I'm not stupid. I'm fine now and I am Getting Out this week and I will have my own apartment and go back to work in three weeks I'm doing fine actually. I don't feel crazy and I Don't Feel The urge to have sex neither. That I must admit that I am still wondering why I had this experience. .. .. "" "Thoses Something like this already happened to you guys???"" I would like to make a Mushroom Therapy to see if I Can have a " informations download confirmation" about all this, Maybe it is related. I will do it when I Get Out, and Come Back to you if I have answers in the next weeks. But please fill Free to share Anything that could Help me with all this?! I would be grateful about It. Have a nice day : )